And Life Moves On...
Sunday, April 29, 2012
im so fucking annoyed by you..
its always doing something which is a waste of time..
you do things which pisses me off..
sometimes i seriously cant be bothered to entertain you..
either you honestly stupid to not know what i want or you're
just plain insensitive and pretend you dont know which pisses me off even more!
FUCK IT YEAH!
im sick of all these crap from you..
Friday, April 27, 2012
Hi..I think i should start blogging again..
i feel miserable..miserable cause i feel so fat!
i put on weight you know that?!
right now im just so afraid..so afraid that i'll continue putting on so much weight
till the point that im back to my poly days :(
boyfriend dont even understand my sorrows..
i am obesophobic! i am utterly depressed right now!
just so depessed, i dont know what i should do..
i wanna go jogging tmr morning before work!
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Is this the end?
well looks like my blog's as good as dead now..
who uses blogger still?
blogger's kinda lame now..
anw..alot's been happening..
almost thirteen mths together now..
he lost his ring yst..
our couple ring..
my v day gift for us..
oh well, its just a ring..
though its super significant to me..
today we had a tiff..
we've been having so many rows lately..
is this bad?
i dont know..
now we're both not talking to each other..
i dont care anymore..
you said ure gonna rebuild the hope but u just toppled down the hope that was under construction
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
if u can have fun, so can i
its been a while since i blogged. ouh well ive been bz.
not to mention shagged out and totally drained.
anyway, its P.H today so im not working.
my right calf is still hurting and i dont know if i even wanna go out.
bf is out with family today and ut with frens yst.
doesnt matter. i can have my fun too.
tt aside, havent had my proper meal for two days.
today i woke up with sharp pain in my stomach.
Monday, March 21, 2011
yeah yeah yeah..
when i go arnd chatting and communicating with guys and tell you,
it hurts like a thousand daggers in your heart..
and that makes me what??
a sinner?? or any equivalent..
but when you tell me the same thing,
it hurts as much you know you know you know???
fine, im jealous!
im as jealous as you are..
hell yeah im nt the prettiest arnd..whatever..
in my fucking face!
"some things are better off not knowing" - quoted from you
Friday, March 18, 2011
easy come easy goes..
ive been rather cranky the whole day..
dont ask me why cos i really aint have any idea why..
ive been feeling rather insulted the past few days..
i know u meant it as a joke,
but it you joke about it way too often,
doesnt tt somehow make it a fact??
im just tired today..
tired of feeling fucked up over you comparing me and my friends,
or in fact you checking out people and
telling me how hot they are..
Thursday, March 10, 2011
damn u mister!!
woah you are worst than a bitch man!!
just because your gf treats you like trash,
doesnt mean you can go arnd making stories up
to sabotage other ppl's relationship..
i dont fucking care who you are..
but you are no friend of mine..
i hate you!! like seriously!!