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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

tsk argh!

3/4 done with my fc tutorials..

great!

feeling pretty cranky, pissed, mad, and many more..

too much negative elements in me rite now..

watever ah..

and to you,

thx for making me feel worst!!

11:03 PM
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Monday, January 25, 2010

another F up start to my day!

my life doesnt revolve round urs so im making myself scarce..
still dont get my point??
search ur soul and u'll find out..

FUCK YOU!!

12:24 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, January 22, 2010

feeling the StreSSssSss

sometimes it takes only the rite person
to text me at the rite time to make me smile..

as exams are drawing near, im getting stressed out..

esp with more tasks on hand..

gotta start studying soon..

pls let this phase pass quickly..

4:08 PM
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Thursday, January 21, 2010

loser guy -_-"

today after my gems,
sat at fc1 with peiyi fana and bs..
noticed tt this particular guy kept looking at me..
so i excused myself to the washroom to get his attention off me..

when i came out of the washroom,
the guy was walking towards me..
he said i looked familiar and asked where i stay..
told him "hougang" and he said,
"ouh no wonder..i stay arnd there too"
-_-"
like wtf??!!

get real..
find some other methods dude..
tts so outdated..
and he even said i look like his ex..
tsk..the THIRD asshole who tinks i look like his ex!
anyway he asked for my no..
lol..i didnt give it to him of cos..

siao..gila..insane..crazy..
hahaha..
okie tts all..
im off..
exams coming..F!

6:11 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, January 18, 2010

gotta stop!

i gotta stop checking out married guys or guys who are too old for me..
gotta stop stop stop..
argh!!

8:23 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, January 17, 2010

swimming :)

anchorvale recreational centre

my first fast food meal in 3-4 months

yst went swimming with mira at anchorvale..

omg it was FUN FUN FUN!!

went with our younger bros again..

den went for dinner at kfc..

my first fast food meal in like 3-4 months??

woah..ts freaking long isnt it :)

alright den my menstruation came exactly wen i was showering after swimming..

am i lucky or wat??

lol..

and today, the cramps are unbearable..

ouch ouch ouch..

and its flowing heavily..

9:24 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, January 16, 2010

WooH!

i feel stronger than ever!!

12:48 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

and the worst person in my life award goes to....

i hate chohari..
this is official..
he's the worst person in my life..
i dont care if u guys gonna say tt w/o him i'll nvr be created..
f tt statement..
i nvr asked to be created..
and i nvr asked for him to be related to me..

my life can nvr be better w/o u in my life..
get this..
im evil..im not fillial esp to you..
im cursing u..
cursing tt u die die die die..
i cant wait for tt day..
and im not saying this out of anger but out of HATRED..
its been far too long..

ure no f-king father of mine..
go find some other aunties to f arnd with
so tt u'll get new children who can accept u..
thanks for all the trouble and hard life all this while..
ure nothing but a pile of useless SHIT..
thanks a billion!

9:03 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

staying away frm u..

im sorry..
i noe you were trying to get my eye contact..
yes u have those electrifying eyes and gorgeous smile..
and i definitely cud feel those electrical charges gg into my eyes..
but i made a mistake and im sorry..
i sudnt have cut u off..

i sudnt have turned away..
i sud have smiled..
but i did the opposite..
i feel miserable..
but i dont wish to be trapped
in any more of such situation..

9:54 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, January 11, 2010

asian eyes???

hello people!!

hmm im jus wondering..

what does it mean to have asian eyes??

erm kesavan came up to me today and said

"wait, are u a mix??"

he's the second to ask me tt so far..

and anyway kesavan said its cos ive gt very asian eyes..

lol..

hmm anyway pengyu thought i was a mixed too..

unfortunately,im javanese malay not a mixed..

hahaha..

8:21 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, January 10, 2010

featuring 4B students of PARRY PRI!!

hello ppl!!
today im here to show u guys my pri 4 pic which was uploaded on fb
by one of my former classmates..
this pic reconnected most of us back..
thanks to the beauty of facebook..
*thumbs up*

its a funny thing but i really got ever so excited wen i was tagged in this!!
(try to locating me in the pic)
hint: i was freaking dark and ugly back then LOL!!

okie enough bout tt..
im feeling very tired rite now..
having MAJOR HEADACHE..
aite tts it..toodles...
there's an essay test tmr!!
die die die..

8:06 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, January 8, 2010

thoughts for the day..

currently in sp library..

waiting for time to pass..

haven had my lunch yet but I WILL!!

hmm..

perhaps will do my construction tut while waiting..

orite anyway quarrelled with syamil yst..

(in sms i mean)

watever..

he started it..

well u noe, guys..

they are so fickle minded..

sometimes they dont even noe wat they want..tsktsk

tt aside,

ive gt lots of work to do..

not tt much actually but nowadays ive been getting this sense of urgency

and tt i gotta complete my projects asap..

mst was ok..

not so bad..

did well i guess..

hmm well tts it den..im off for lunch :)

toodles

1:23 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

beginning of a brighter road..

alright..lets see..
today is the beginning..
the beginning of a fresh start..
im trying my best to cast every unpleasant thoughts aside..

hmm today i felt very lethargic cos i slept at 2 plus last night..
was reading online articles..
interesting..
didnt really pay attention in class anyway..
it was only a 2-hour lesson..

anyway was facebook-ing earlier..
viewed photos of frens etc..
den viewed s.s photos..
well..nope i wasnt envious, angry or anything..
i was jus dwelling on my fate..
s.s cudnt accept me cos i wasnt religious enough for him..tsktsktsk

ouh well..
cant blame me..
im brought up this way..
anyway i cant imagine myself with a religious significant other..
so watever..
im not interested in looking for one anyway..
most of the times, i feel like slapping guys wen i look at them..
hahaha..

10:00 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

staying strong..

im feeling pretty emotional rite now..
only god knows why..
well some things are better left unsaid..
bottling up seems to be the best solution for now..
i jus gotta grit my teeth, clench my fists and wipe those nasty tears off..

12:25 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, January 4, 2010

new term begins..

okie..
almost cudnt wake up for sch today..
dreamt of pokeballs making weird sounds..
turns out, it was my alarm ringing..
stupid dream..

hmm kinda sad cos i will nvr be able to see ___ ever again..
gone gone gone..
sigh..
but ouh well..
cant help it..
tts life..
will miss u..or not..

hmm in sch also nothing to look forward to..
how how how??
hmm guess i jus gotta focus on studies first??
sigh i need to get a life!
my current life is so dull..

i need motivation..
i need something or someone to make me look forward to sch..

8:44 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, January 1, 2010

still sore..

tried cheering myself up..

wanted to get out of this loathsome crib of mine..

but well nobody seems free today..

nothing worked..

bathe at around 2 plus..

and i hogged the bathroom..

the rest of my bros were waiting for their turns..

but i selfishly took my own time and stayed there for more than 20 mins..

yeah i noe i took very long..

i cant rmb how long exactly i soaped myself..
watever..

im jus so pissed right now..

ive not speaked a single word for the past few hours..

mum made me a sandwich..

i dont wanna eat it..

no appetite..

have the urge to throw the sandwich against the wall..

man tt would be so awesome!!

but of cos i didnt..

i jus threw it onto the table..

sigh..wanna go jogging..

but seems like its gonna rain..

everything seems to go against my wishes today..

tsktsktsk..

5:20 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

thx for the BAD start of 2010!!

alright guess wat??
im officially having a MAJOR bitch fit! (or watver u call it)
i need a punching bag!!
i wanna beat up ppl!!
i cant wipe tt frown off my face!!

i wanna beat up whoever looks at me and make sure they die!!
seriously this is exactly how im feeling rite now!!
and my stupid laptop is giving me bloody problems!!
can my day get any worst??!!!

i need to chill man!!
but i cant!!
i really cant!!
argh!!!
i hate this!!
i hate me i hate everything!!!!

HAPPY new year my foot!!
more like FUCKING new year!!

1:55 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

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	Tuesday, January 26, 2010 tsk argh! 3/4 done with my fc tutorials.. great! feeling pretty cranky, pissed, mad, and many more.. too much negative elements in me rite now.. watever ah.. and to you, thx for making me feel worst!! 11:03 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, January 25, 2010 another F up start to my day! my life doesnt revolve round urs so im making myself scarce.. still dont get my point?? search ur soul and u'll find out.. FUCK YOU!! 12:24 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, January 22, 2010 feeling the StreSSssSss sometimes it takes only the rite person to text me at the rite time to make me smile.. as exams are drawing near, im getting stressed out.. esp with more tasks on hand.. gotta start studying soon.. pls let this phase pass quickly.. F! 4:08 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, January 21, 2010 loser guy -_-" today after my gems, sat at fc1 with peiyi fana and bs.. noticed tt this particular guy kept looking at me.. so i excused myself to the washroom to get his attention off me.. when i came out of the washroom, the guy was walking towards me.. he said i looked familiar and asked where i stay.. told him "hougang" and he said, "ouh no wonder..i stay arnd there too" -_-" like wtf??!! get real.. find some other methods dude.. tts so outdated.. and he even said i look like his ex.. tsk..the THIRD asshole who tinks i look like his ex! anyway he asked for my no.. lol..i didnt give it to him of cos.. siao..gila..insane..crazy.. hahaha.. okie tts all.. im off.. exams coming..F! 6:11 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, January 18, 2010 gotta stop! i gotta stop checking out married guys or guys who are too old for me.. gotta stop stop stop.. argh!! 8:23 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, January 17, 2010 swimming :) anchorvale recreational centre my first fast food meal in 3-4 months yst went swimming with mira at anchorvale.. omg it was FUN FUN FUN!! went with our younger bros again.. den went for dinner at kfc.. my first fast food meal in like 3-4 months?? woah..ts freaking long isnt it :) alright den my menstruation came exactly wen i was showering after swimming.. am i lucky or wat?? lol.. and today, the cramps are unbearable.. ouch ouch ouch.. and its flowing heavily.. F! 9:24 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, January 16, 2010 WooH! i feel stronger than ever!! 12:48 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, January 13, 2010 and the worst person in my life award goes to.... i hate chohari.. this is official.. he's the worst person in my life.. i dont care if u guys gonna say tt w/o him i'll nvr be created.. f tt statement.. i nvr asked to be created.. and i nvr asked for him to be related to me.. my life can nvr be better w/o u in my life.. get this.. im evil..im not fillial esp to you.. im cursing u.. cursing tt u die die die die.. i cant wait for tt day.. and im not saying this out of anger but out of HATRED.. its been far too long.. ure no f-king father of mine.. go find some other aunties to f arnd with so tt u'll get new children who can accept u.. thanks for all the trouble and hard life all this while.. ure nothing but a pile of useless SHIT.. thanks a billion! 9:03 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, January 12, 2010 staying away frm u.. im sorry.. i noe you were trying to get my eye contact.. yes u have those electrifying eyes and gorgeous smile.. and i definitely cud feel those electrical charges gg into my eyes.. but i made a mistake and im sorry.. i sudnt have cut u off.. i sudnt have turned away.. i sud have smiled.. but i did the opposite.. i feel miserable.. but i dont wish to be trapped in any more of such situation.. 9:54 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, January 11, 2010 asian eyes??? hello people!! hmm im jus wondering.. what does it mean to have asian eyes?? erm kesavan came up to me today and said "wait, are u a mix??" he's the second to ask me tt so far.. and anyway kesavan said its cos ive gt very asian eyes.. lol.. hmm anyway pengyu thought i was a mixed too.. unfortunately,im javanese malay not a mixed.. hahaha.. 8:21 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, January 10, 2010 featuring 4B students of PARRY PRI!! hello ppl!! today im here to show u guys my pri 4 pic which was uploaded on fb by one of my former classmates.. this pic reconnected most of us back.. thanks to the beauty of facebook.. thumbs up its a funny thing but i really got ever so excited wen i was tagged in this!! (try to locating me in the pic) hint: i was freaking dark and ugly back then LOL!! okie enough bout tt.. im feeling very tired rite now.. having MAJOR HEADACHE.. aite tts it..toodles... there's an essay test tmr!! die die die.. 8:06 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, January 8, 2010 thoughts for the day.. currently in sp library.. waiting for time to pass.. haven had my lunch yet but I WILL!! hmm.. perhaps will do my construction tut while waiting.. orite anyway quarrelled with syamil yst.. (in sms i mean) watever.. he started it.. well u noe, guys.. they are so fickle minded.. sometimes they dont even noe wat they want..tsktsk tt aside, ive gt lots of work to do.. not tt much actually but nowadays ive been getting this sense of urgency and tt i gotta complete my projects asap.. mst was ok.. not so bad.. did well i guess.. hmm well tts it den..im off for lunch :) toodles 1:23 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, January 6, 2010 beginning of a brighter road.. alright..lets see.. today is the beginning.. the beginning of a fresh start.. im trying my best to cast every unpleasant thoughts aside.. hmm today i felt very lethargic cos i slept at 2 plus last night.. was reading online articles.. interesting.. didnt really pay attention in class anyway.. it was only a 2-hour lesson.. anyway was facebook-ing earlier.. viewed photos of frens etc.. den viewed s.s photos.. well..nope i wasnt envious, angry or anything.. i was jus dwelling on my fate.. s.s cudnt accept me cos i wasnt religious enough for him..tsktsktsk ouh well.. cant blame me.. im brought up this way.. anyway i cant imagine myself with a religious significant other.. so watever.. im not interested in looking for one anyway.. most of the times, i feel like slapping guys wen i look at them.. hahaha.. 10:00 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, January 5, 2010 staying strong.. im feeling pretty emotional rite now.. only god knows why.. well some things are better left unsaid.. bottling up seems to be the best solution for now.. i jus gotta grit my teeth, clench my fists and wipe those nasty tears off.. 12:25 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, January 4, 2010 new term begins.. okie.. almost cudnt wake up for sch today.. dreamt of pokeballs making weird sounds.. turns out, it was my alarm ringing.. stupid dream.. hmm kinda sad cos i will nvr be able to see ___ ever again.. gone gone gone.. sigh.. but ouh well.. cant help it.. tts life.. will miss u..or not.. hmm in sch also nothing to look forward to.. how how how?? hmm guess i jus gotta focus on studies first?? sigh i need to get a life! my current life is so dull.. i need motivation.. i need something or someone to make me look forward to sch.. 8:44 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, January 1, 2010 still sore.. tried cheering myself up.. wanted to get out of this loathsome crib of mine.. but well nobody seems free today.. nothing worked.. bathe at around 2 plus.. and i hogged the bathroom.. the rest of my bros were waiting for their turns.. but i selfishly took my own time and stayed there for more than 20 mins.. yeah i noe i took very long.. i cant rmb how long exactly i soaped myself.. watever.. im jus so pissed right now.. ive not speaked a single word for the past few hours.. mum made me a sandwich.. i dont wanna eat it.. no appetite.. have the urge to throw the sandwich against the wall.. man tt would be so awesome!! but of cos i didnt.. i jus threw it onto the table.. sigh..wanna go jogging.. but seems like its gonna rain.. everything seems to go against my wishes today.. tsktsktsk.. 5:20 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD thx for the BAD start of 2010!! alright guess wat?? im officially having a MAJOR bitch fit! (or watver u call it) i need a punching bag!! i wanna beat up ppl!! i cant wipe tt frown off my face!! i wanna beat up whoever looks at me and make sure they die!! seriously this is exactly how im feeling rite now!! and my stupid laptop is giving me bloody problems!! can my day get any worst??!!! i need to chill man!! but i cant!! i really cant!! argh!!! i hate this!! i hate me i hate everything!!!! HAPPY new year my foot!! more like FUCKING new year!! 1:55 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! 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