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Saturday, August 29, 2009
the better or the worst?


alright i noe im supposed to be studying/mugging..
but hell here i am slacking and even blogging..
-_-"
cant help it..
i feel lonely all of a sudden..
im not making myself look pathetic am i??
i dont need sympathy..

anyway yst was mum's bday..
four days ago was chohari's..
for the FIRST TIME in my life i wished him..
and for the first time in our lives, we, the children of chohari,
bought him presents!!
hahaha! filial piety indeed!!

is this the beginning of a stronger family bond??
nah i doubt so..
anyway with so much gg on, i feel tt im changing..
into someone im not..
ah f*** it..
evryone's changing too..

i have to be wary of ppl out there..
full of liars and pretenders..

12:55 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD


Sunday, August 23, 2009
ARGH!


IM NOT INTERESTED IN UR STORY..
SUCK IT UP DUDE..
I DONT GIVE A SHIT..
URE NOT WORTHY OF MY TIME..

SO GET OFF MY BACK WILL YA?!
tsktsktsk

alright time to get back to my studies..

12:37 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD


Friday, August 21, 2009
goodbye memories..


not as tho i didnt try..
i tried..
but it takes two parties to make things work..
u tried salvaging it but it was too late..
well too bad..
i gave u chances but uve nvr taken the opportunity..

im glad u gt my msg tho..
and im sure ure cursing me deep down in ur heart but
tts life..

no pain no game..

yeah in ur eyes im the bad one..
im the rotten, horrible one..
cos i hurt u..
its tit for tat..
but deep down, we all know where the problem lies.
who's the one who needs whom??
i dont need u..in fact ive nvr needed u..

ppl bring out the evil-ness in me..
so dont want me to be evil to u,
den dont mess with me..simple as tt..
cos ppl arnd me have made me into a person who's full of....
VENGEANCE..
and i noe its not a gd thing..

wat wud u do if u were in my shoes??
wud u have done wat i did??
im sure u wud cos there's a limit to everyone's patience..
and uve definitely went beyond tt limit..
tts where the vengeance start..

ps: curse me if u must..hate me for all i care..no matter how much u try to soften me up, lies are still lies..all is forgiven but nvr forgotten..

tts my nature..i forgive but its not so easy to forget..goodbye forever memories which were nvr intended to be sweet..i hurt u cos i dont want these to drag further..

*i dont understand y u have to lie everyday*

9:45 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD


Tuesday, August 18, 2009
mugging and MORE mugging


alright mugged from 1am till arnd 6.30am..
and woke up at 1.30pm..
tired..
but gotta study hard..

anyway yst was IT presentation..
pretty sucky but ouh well we did our best..
tts all tt matters..
and ouh yst i gt a compliment from SOMEONE tt really matters!!
wahaha..

ouhkae anyway gonna start studying again soon..
darn..
ouh and hahahaha!!!i jus found out sth..
wahahaha and im so happy bout tt fact..
*cheeky laugh*
orite tts it for now..
toddles..

mr william tan and us.. :)

4:07 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD


Tuesday, August 11, 2009
whatever dude


alright..
had an ALMOST perfect day..
wud have been totally perfect if it wasnt for...
*u noe who u are..i dont have to name u*
if ure reading this, let me tell u..this is NOT called bitching..
i jus cant be bothered to say it in ur face anymore..

well anyway wat sparked it off was u asking THAT qn..
i wudnt have mind if u put it across in a nicer way like,
"how was it??need me to do anything?"
OR
"sorry i wasnt arnd to help but how much has been done?"

at least i wudnt be tt pissed off..
try recalling the tone u used to say watever u said..
honestly la wat u said was really wtf la..
like as if tt was my responsibility ALONE..
tsktsk..

i really hope ure reading this..
its not tt im a f-king coward and dont dare to say it in UR FACE..
but i jus totally cant be bothered..
its not as if this hadnt happened b4..
so no matter wat i say, nothing will change..
so beat it..
take a hike!!

*u cant be bothered, so am i*

7:02 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD


Sunday, August 9, 2009
hurting him hurts me..


i hurt wira today..
i hurt his feelings real badly..
cos he's a big fat liar..
so i had every right to hurt his darn feelings rite???

but no..
after hurting him, i felt hurt..
pangs of guilt came after tt..
i dunno y..
i guess im not born to hurt others..
i feel bad although i sudnt..

ok but at least now i feel better..
he deserves it right???
he lied to me..
he made a fool out of me..
i have every right to be angry..

ok..
man i feel so tired all of a sudden..
argh..

3:53 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD


Thursday, August 6, 2009
rough week


ouh man..
i feel like cursing non stop sia..
but no..
i have to refrain myself..
dont curse dont curse..

life's been hell for me..
tons of work to do..
exams nearing..
sibling rivalry..
the presence of a complete 'BLONDE'
urgh these are all getting on my nerves..
especially the blonde part..

okok..
gotta chill..
maybe im the one stressing myself up..
but hell no i cant stop feeling stressed..
argh!!!
been getting frequent headaches too..
tsktsk

*if only i cud kill u*

11:51 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD