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Monday, May 31, 2010

hopeless...

life just made a fool out of me..
i may be weak right now..
i may not be the best person on earth..
but at least ive been completely honest with myself..
come what may,
ive given up on myself, my life..
although i know i have to be strong..

7:12 PM
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Sunday, May 30, 2010

im GAMED!

i cant explain this feeling..
if it was in the past, it'd probably be hatred..
but now it isnt..
its more of a fierce desire to make someone realise smth..

this is my game..
and i shall play it my way..
i may be on the losing side right now cos
of the small step i took..
but fret not,
im gonna try to salvage this situation and turn the tables on u..

cos im a _______!

10:14 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, May 29, 2010

disappointment

why must my bro always make me feel this way??
sigh..
i can no longer stay angry or even be angry at someone for long..
its no longer in me..
but tt doesnt mean u can take advantage of me..
have u ever considered my feelings??
i know uve nvr read my blog,
but im hoping u wud..so tt u will understand how im feeling..

bro, if u were in my position,
u will feel like uve no worth unless u are needed..
i dont fill my own stomach just so i can save money..
so why do i save up??
to feed u??
so tt u can go out on dates and spend on ur gf??
pls be more sensible..

-disappointment-

3:33 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, May 28, 2010

its jus me and my thoughts for the day..

hmm went jogging again today..
awesome..
8.8km in 1hr 09mins..
i wanna target tt distance in 1hr..
but ouh well..
anyway i ate today..tried my best to put on at least 1kg..
but guess what??
i didnt..
im still 43kg..
but not for long!!!im gonna make sure i eat!!

anyway mummy told me bout her past again..
ooooh..she's got lotsa suitors back then..
hehehe..
do i have lotsa suitors??
hmm i dont think so..
maybe im not as pretty as my mum back then..
ouh it doesnt matter..
i dont wanna be pretty..
i wanna be adorable..
:)
hehehe

11:17 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

weight issues..

okie its ofiicially time for me to start eating rite..
my weight has been decreasing and not gg back up like it normally does..
so probably something is wrong with my system..
eating light stuff is enough to make me vomit now..
i dont wanna end up having
eating disorder not otherwise specified (EDNOS)
im gonna eat till i grow FAT!
or maybe not :P

ok anyway..
am gonna be pretty busy from now till end of MST..
am gonna buck up!!
i can do this!!

5:01 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

a changed person..

today had a rather bad day..
bad morning cos of chohari..
then subsequently someone made me pissed off twice..
tt same person pissed me off once yst too..
im wondering if tt person wud piss me off thrice tmr..
tsktsk..
but fortunately though i was pretty pissed off,
i didnt really show it like i used to in the past..
now i just act normally..no more black faces..
as ive said, im a much better person now..

anyway,
see, im cheered up alrdy cos someone just chatted with me
and made me laugh..
my anger doesnt last lately..
cos again, im a much better person now compared to last year..
i wonder why i changed..
ouh well changes are constant..

bottom line is..
I'VE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER
better to portray an indifferent face then an angry face..

6:28 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, May 24, 2010

little devils..

ok my back ache probably cos of yst's job..
carrying children; fat & skinny, big & small..
in charge of inflatables and i got tortured by those little devils..
kicked, punched, elbowed, stepped, etc..
you name it, i got it..
i feel like kicking them..
hahaha..
esp those....alright i shall not be racist here..
hehehe..

ok..
my mood just went wrong..
im suddenly feeling moody after getting to know sth..
ah..cool it cool it..
i dont wanna sulk..

7:56 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, May 22, 2010

work + work out!!

ok today was a pretty tiring day at work..
phew..
but idk why i still had the energy to belly dance when i got home..
haha..
my legs are aching..
but not so bad..

hmm..
anyway belly dancing felt like a workout..
sweated myself off..
:)
and and and look at this..
i was just trying to stretch my abdomen area and my bro took a pic of it..
i know i look silly..
monstrous even..
hahaha..
alright..time for bed..

11:55 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, May 21, 2010

dont worry be HAPPY

i need happy pills..
hmm..
one doesnt show any sincerity and makes me feel like i cease to exist..
another is trying to brainwash me..
and the last just wants financial aid..ok make tt two..

just who am i??
a stranger, a confidante and a walking atm..
how great is that??
i mean what can i do about it if they choose to treat me tt way..
whatever..
as long as they are happy, i dont really bother..

no point feeling hurt or miserable..
just gotta be happy and divert my attention elsewhere..
ouh well..
looks like today wasnt as great as yst..
hahaha..
but im cool with it..

6:22 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Lena is HAPPY!!

okie can i say that im truly happy today??
hehehe..
well..i am definitely glad that i managed to express that..
trust me, it wasnt easy..
my fears are finally gone..
phew..

anyway had a rather bad start to the day..
late by arnd 15 mins?? ppl keep stepping onto my slippers in the train
and got squashed by this man in the train..
for goddamn sake! doesnt he know im standing behind him??!!

fortunately the day in sch went smoothly..
and so was after sch :)
ok i hope tmr will be a better day..
formal wear for tmr..
darn..
ouh well..
xoxo :)

10:16 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

imy???

hmm..
absence does make the heart grow fonder..
:)

10:01 PM
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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

BFF

haha..

what're my sch days like without these two people??

brother siddiq and sister fana..

wahaha..
hmm..anyway..today i feel kinda ok..

at least better than yst..

though i was a little upset today..

but whatever..

hmm..

guess tts all for today..

6:37 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, May 16, 2010

sick and busy..

urgh!
i feel sick sick sick!!
vomitted last night..
and today a few more times..
fortunately my stomach no longer feel queasy..
argh!!
but right now, my head still hurt a little..
but who cares..
im gonna try to put the headache aside..

so now, its time for some serious business..
lets get down to work..
school stuff..
hmm..
alright im getting down to it rite now..
toodles..

1:50 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, May 15, 2010

best sleep ever!

good morning ppl!!
ok fine its almost noon..
hmm i had a great sleep last night!!
& i woke up feeling so warm & comfortable.. :)
which kinda made me smile to myself when i woke up..
ok tts pretty weird and stupid..
hmm too bad i didnt dream of anything last night..
it'd be a great feeling if i had a wonderful dream accompanied by my good sleep
:)

anyway good luck to rin and his band for their performance later :)
FOR HER SAKE go go go!!!
all the best best best!!
:)

11:47 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, May 14, 2010

SLEEPY DAY

goddamn it!!
im so freaking sleepy and i dont know why..
hmm..
anyway ive still got arnd three more hours to pull through..
grrr..
i swear i can fall asleep during the lecture later..
sigh..
should just skip lecture..
but no i cant..
im gonna feel shitty if i skip it..
guess i just gotta bear with it..

1:10 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

tiring day!!

im dead beat..
today seemed like a super tiring day although i only had a two-hour lesson..
reached home, saw chohari and
my world came crashing down..
hahaha!!
ok fine im exaggerating it..
but was so freaking lethargic, i just cant be bothered whether he's home or not..

fortunately he left a few minutes later,
b4 which, he danced in front of me to the music im playing on my laptop..
kinda funny..
but the expression on my face remained like wat u see in this pic..
i think he felt stupid cos i wasnt paying him any attention
so he left and slammed the door..
wahaha!!

gosh im tired..
too tired to even smile..
ouh well..
toodles..

5:29 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, May 10, 2010

why oh why??

hmm why oh why???
why do i not feel weird when you enter my comfort zone??
okie..fact is, i do feel a lil uneasy but not really so..
so qn is..why oh why??
i guess im just comfortable arnd you.. :)

hmm..
and one thing for sure is i really really appreaciate all that you've done..
spending time with me and cheering me up..
so thank you!!
i hope helping me didnt drain u out..
cos similarly like u, i dont wanna take u for granted :)

11:07 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, May 8, 2010

tiny ME!!

aren't i cute??
wooh..wat a huge tummy i have back then..
hahaha!!
look at me..
wearing headscarf when im younger..
i feel like wanting to start wearing headscarf..
but i dont think im ready for it now..
still, i looked damn adorable dont i??
be it now or then, young or older, i am still adorable!!
*wink*

3:43 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, May 7, 2010

emo night

idk..but all of a sudden i feel like screaming..
i have no idea what exactly is the issue but
one thing for sure, something on my mind is definitely bothering me..
tts why im feeling this way..
or perhaps im just lethargic..
sigh..
i feel grumpy, cranky, confused and upset all at the same time..
:'(

10:09 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

super retarded day!

do i look retarded?? cos i am.. :P

hmm..
alright..today is a really retarded day..
i swear i seem retarded..
seriously!

anyway im being posed the same qn everyday..
by whom??
my mum and bros..
its always the same qn when i get back from sch..
"lena you didnt bring your fren along?"for goodness sake..
give me a break ppl..

moving on,
my mum said tt i looked skinnier now..
argh!!
gotta eat..but i just dont feel like it..
urgh i really am retarded!!
tsk

6:14 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, May 6, 2010

no bloody idea..

i dont understand or know what exactly mum wants..

if im not as patient as i am now,

i would definitely have washed my hands off this..

argh..

i give up!!

i wanna hide myself..

3:37 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

My Life....

has been filled with lots of downs lately..
which deprived me of sleep..
but fortunately, today my mum sort of said tt it'll all be over
and things are gonna be alright..
phew..what a relief..
its like a huge load off my mind now..

moving on..

through my pretty tough times..

im glad i have hujan (rain)

taking my mind off my problems..

i really appreaciate all the effort..

and since mum says everything's gonna be fine now,

there're gonna be less sad days from now on..

anyway on a brighter note,

something funny happened..

my whole family thinks im attached..

OH GOSH!!

and they seemed so happy about it!!

awesome??

hmm..

MY LIFE SHALL BE AS SWEET AS CANDIES NOW :)

11:02 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, May 3, 2010

you flatter me!!

flattery gets you nowhere..
but when someone flatters you, its still a good feeling deep inside..
hahahaha..
and it makes you feel appreciated somehow..
^_^
even if its only for a moment..

7:19 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, May 2, 2010

going NUTS

i am really feeling stressed out right now..
i spend time thinking of possibilities but you dont take me seriously..
thanks siddiq for giving me the motivation to keep on gg..
and not to give up on this shit..
but someone almost crushed tt motivation by
not taking me seriously!!

argh!!
this aside, i dont understand why MR O. is not responding..
seems like everyone's determined to drive me away..
u guys want it?
u get it!
AARGGHHH!!!!

4:00 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, May 1, 2010

and weekend comes..

does studying too much make me silly?? or am i just silly by nature?? lol

finally weekend is here!!
phew..
but weekend doesnt mean i get time to enjoy..
weekend just mean i can sleep in but work still resumes..
toink toink..
so..weekends are still kinda depressing..
hmm..

tt aside,
i made a new fren :)
awesome!!

1:28 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

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	Monday, May 31, 2010 hopeless... life just made a fool out of me.. i may be weak right now.. i may not be the best person on earth.. but at least ive been completely honest with myself.. come what may, ive given up on myself, my life.. although i know i have to be strong.. 7:12 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, May 30, 2010 im GAMED! i cant explain this feeling.. if it was in the past, it'd probably be hatred.. but now it isnt.. its more of a fierce desire to make someone realise smth.. this is my game.. and i shall play it my way.. i may be on the losing side right now cos of the small step i took.. but fret not, im gonna try to salvage this situation and turn the tables on u.. cos im a _______! 10:14 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, May 29, 2010 disappointment why must my bro always make me feel this way?? sigh.. i can no longer stay angry or even be angry at someone for long.. its no longer in me.. but tt doesnt mean u can take advantage of me.. have u ever considered my feelings?? i know uve nvr read my blog, but im hoping u wud..so tt u will understand how im feeling.. bro, if u were in my position, u will feel like uve no worth unless u are needed.. i dont fill my own stomach just so i can save money.. so why do i save up?? to feed u?? so tt u can go out on dates and spend on ur gf?? pls be more sensible.. -disappointment- 3:33 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, May 28, 2010 its jus me and my thoughts for the day.. hmm went jogging again today.. awesome.. 8.8km in 1hr 09mins.. i wanna target tt distance in 1hr.. but ouh well.. anyway i ate today..tried my best to put on at least 1kg.. but guess what?? i didnt.. im still 43kg.. but not for long!!!im gonna make sure i eat!! anyway mummy told me bout her past again.. ooooh..she's got lotsa suitors back then.. hehehe.. do i have lotsa suitors?? hmm i dont think so.. maybe im not as pretty as my mum back then.. ouh it doesnt matter.. i dont wanna be pretty.. i wanna be adorable.. :) hehehe 11:17 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, May 26, 2010 weight issues.. okie its ofiicially time for me to start eating rite.. my weight has been decreasing and not gg back up like it normally does.. so probably something is wrong with my system.. eating light stuff is enough to make me vomit now.. i dont wanna end up having eating disorder not otherwise specified (EDNOS) im gonna eat till i grow FAT! or maybe not :P ok anyway.. am gonna be pretty busy from now till end of MST.. am gonna buck up!! i can do this!! 5:01 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, May 25, 2010 a changed person.. today had a rather bad day.. bad morning cos of chohari.. then subsequently someone made me pissed off twice.. tt same person pissed me off once yst too.. im wondering if tt person wud piss me off thrice tmr.. tsktsk.. but fortunately though i was pretty pissed off, i didnt really show it like i used to in the past.. now i just act normally..no more black faces.. as ive said, im a much better person now.. anyway, see, im cheered up alrdy cos someone just chatted with me and made me laugh.. my anger doesnt last lately.. cos again, im a much better person now compared to last year.. i wonder why i changed.. ouh well changes are constant.. bottom line is.. I'VE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER better to portray an indifferent face then an angry face.. 6:28 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, May 24, 2010 little devils.. ok my back ache probably cos of yst's job.. carrying children; fat & skinny, big & small.. in charge of inflatables and i got tortured by those little devils.. kicked, punched, elbowed, stepped, etc.. you name it, i got it.. i feel like kicking them.. hahaha.. esp those....alright i shall not be racist here.. hehehe.. ok.. my mood just went wrong.. im suddenly feeling moody after getting to know sth.. ah..cool it cool it.. i dont wanna sulk.. 7:56 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, May 22, 2010 work + work out!! ok today was a pretty tiring day at work.. phew.. but idk why i still had the energy to belly dance when i got home.. haha.. my legs are aching.. but not so bad.. hmm.. anyway belly dancing felt like a workout.. sweated myself off.. :) and and and look at this.. i was just trying to stretch my abdomen area and my bro took a pic of it.. i know i look silly.. monstrous even.. hahaha.. alright..time for bed.. 11:55 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, May 21, 2010 dont worry be HAPPY i need happy pills.. hmm.. one doesnt show any sincerity and makes me feel like i cease to exist.. another is trying to brainwash me.. and the last just wants financial aid..ok make tt two.. just who am i?? a stranger, a confidante and a walking atm.. how great is that?? i mean what can i do about it if they choose to treat me tt way.. whatever.. as long as they are happy, i dont really bother.. no point feeling hurt or miserable.. just gotta be happy and divert my attention elsewhere.. ouh well.. looks like today wasnt as great as yst.. hahaha.. but im cool with it.. 6:22 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, May 20, 2010 Lena is HAPPY!! okie can i say that im truly happy today?? hehehe.. well..i am definitely glad that i managed to express that.. trust me, it wasnt easy.. my fears are finally gone.. phew.. anyway had a rather bad start to the day.. late by arnd 15 mins?? ppl keep stepping onto my slippers in the train and got squashed by this man in the train.. for goddamn sake! doesnt he know im standing behind him??!! fortunately the day in sch went smoothly.. and so was after sch :) ok i hope tmr will be a better day.. formal wear for tmr.. darn.. ouh well.. xoxo :) 10:16 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, May 19, 2010 imy??? hmm.. absence does make the heart grow fonder.. :) 10:01 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, May 18, 2010 BFF haha.. what're my sch days like without these two people?? brother siddiq and sister fana.. wahaha.. hmm..anyway..today i feel kinda ok.. at least better than yst.. though i was a little upset today.. but whatever.. hmm.. guess tts all for today.. :) 6:37 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, May 16, 2010 sick and busy.. urgh! i feel sick sick sick!! vomitted last night.. and today a few more times.. fortunately my stomach no longer feel queasy.. argh!! but right now, my head still hurt a little.. but who cares.. im gonna try to put the headache aside.. so now, its time for some serious business.. lets get down to work.. school stuff.. hmm.. alright im getting down to it rite now.. toodles.. 1:50 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, May 15, 2010 best sleep ever! good morning ppl!! ok fine its almost noon.. hmm i had a great sleep last night!! & i woke up feeling so warm & comfortable.. :) which kinda made me smile to myself when i woke up.. ok tts pretty weird and stupid.. hmm too bad i didnt dream of anything last night.. it'd be a great feeling if i had a wonderful dream accompanied by my good sleep :) anyway good luck to rin and his band for their performance later :) FOR HER SAKE go go go!!! all the best best best!! :) 11:47 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, May 14, 2010 SLEEPY DAY goddamn it!! im so freaking sleepy and i dont know why.. hmm.. anyway ive still got arnd three more hours to pull through.. grrr.. i swear i can fall asleep during the lecture later.. sigh.. should just skip lecture.. but no i cant.. im gonna feel shitty if i skip it.. guess i just gotta bear with it.. 1:10 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, May 12, 2010 tiring day!! im dead beat.. today seemed like a super tiring day although i only had a two-hour lesson.. reached home, saw chohari and my world came crashing down.. hahaha!! ok fine im exaggerating it.. but was so freaking lethargic, i just cant be bothered whether he's home or not.. fortunately he left a few minutes later, b4 which, he danced in front of me to the music im playing on my laptop.. kinda funny.. but the expression on my face remained like wat u see in this pic.. i think he felt stupid cos i wasnt paying him any attention so he left and slammed the door.. wahaha!! gosh im tired.. too tired to even smile.. ouh well.. toodles.. 5:29 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, May 10, 2010 why oh why?? hmm why oh why??? why do i not feel weird when you enter my comfort zone?? okie..fact is, i do feel a lil uneasy but not really so.. so qn is..why oh why?? i guess im just comfortable arnd you.. :) hmm.. and one thing for sure is i really really appreaciate all that you've done.. spending time with me and cheering me up.. so thank you!! i hope helping me didnt drain u out.. cos similarly like u, i dont wanna take u for granted :) 11:07 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, May 8, 2010 tiny ME!! aren't i cute?? wooh..wat a huge tummy i have back then.. hahaha!! look at me.. wearing headscarf when im younger.. i feel like wanting to start wearing headscarf.. but i dont think im ready for it now.. still, i looked damn adorable dont i?? be it now or then, young or older, i am still adorable!! wink 3:43 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, May 7, 2010 emo night idk..but all of a sudden i feel like screaming.. i have no idea what exactly is the issue but one thing for sure, something on my mind is definitely bothering me.. tts why im feeling this way.. or perhaps im just lethargic.. sigh.. i feel grumpy, cranky, confused and upset all at the same time.. :'( 10:09 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD super retarded day! do i look retarded?? cos i am.. :P hmm.. alright..today is a really retarded day.. i swear i seem retarded.. seriously! anyway im being posed the same qn everyday.. by whom?? my mum and bros.. its always the same qn when i get back from sch.. "lena you didnt bring your fren along?"for goodness sake.. give me a break ppl.. moving on, my mum said tt i looked skinnier now.. argh!! gotta eat..but i just dont feel like it.. urgh i really am retarded!! tsk 6:14 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, May 6, 2010 no bloody idea.. i dont understand or know what exactly mum wants.. if im not as patient as i am now, i would definitely have washed my hands off this.. argh.. i give up!! i wanna hide myself.. 3:37 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, May 5, 2010 My Life.... has been filled with lots of downs lately.. which deprived me of sleep.. but fortunately, today my mum sort of said tt it'll all be over and things are gonna be alright.. phew..what a relief.. its like a huge load off my mind now.. moving on.. through my pretty tough times.. im glad i have hujan (rain) taking my mind off my problems.. i really appreaciate all the effort.. and since mum says everything's gonna be fine now, there're gonna be less sad days from now on.. anyway on a brighter note, something funny happened.. my whole family thinks im attached.. OH GOSH!! and they seemed so happy about it!! awesome?? hmm.. MY LIFE SHALL BE AS SWEET AS CANDIES NOW :) 11:02 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, May 3, 2010 you flatter me!! flattery gets you nowhere.. but when someone flatters you, its still a good feeling deep inside.. hahahaha.. and it makes you feel appreciated somehow.. ^_^ even if its only for a moment.. 7:19 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, May 2, 2010 going NUTS i am really feeling stressed out right now.. i spend time thinking of possibilities but you dont take me seriously.. thanks siddiq for giving me the motivation to keep on gg.. and not to give up on this shit.. but someone almost crushed tt motivation by not taking me seriously!! argh!! this aside, i dont understand why MR O. is not responding.. seems like everyone's determined to drive me away.. u guys want it? u get it! AARGGHHH!!!! 4:00 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, May 1, 2010 and weekend comes.. does studying too much make me silly?? or am i just silly by nature?? lol finally weekend is here!! phew.. but weekend doesnt mean i get time to enjoy.. weekend just mean i can sleep in but work still resumes.. toink toink.. so..weekends are still kinda depressing.. hmm.. tt aside, i made a new fren :) awesome!! 1:28 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! 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