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Monday, September 27, 2010

is this over yet??

ok i think ive had enough of all these confusion and mood swings..
im done with all the thinking..
IM DONE!

its tough..we need a time out..
anyway lets just say im being cautious..
other than that, those acquaintances, you can jolly well just
take a hike and while you people are at it,
do some soul searching..

im off now..

1:24 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, September 24, 2010

FML

i have no idea what's been happenning lately..
well after you came into the picture, everything seemed to have changed..
i lost a few..possessions?? capabilities??

RESPECT. MOOD.
i lost respect in someone i thought deserved that respect very much..
i lost my mood in doing stuff and hanging out..
i can no longer spend a day w/o feeling confused all of a sudden
and start blanking out..
i cant keep conversations going..
i just have no desire to communicate as much..

seems to me, my happy, cheerful side is slowly fading away..
im slowly returning to my intolerant, perfectionist, foul-tempered, pain-in-the-arse character..
tts not where i wanna head to..
but i just cant seem to get back on track..

11:51 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

woken up for work

worked with these two today!!
awesome!!
money earned!! yeah yeah!!
this is a pretty great workday..
im lovin' it..
hahaha!!

thank you guys!!
for inviting me to work..
hahaha
ouh well and more time on work=less time for you..
:)
but doesnt matter rite??
hahaha!!

ps: im still keeping it secret ;)

10:54 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, September 20, 2010

Holiday, Splurging, Work & You

hey hey hey!!
hello!!
exams are over!!
worked as a flyer distributor just now and i really dont wanna do it again!!
LOL!

anyway,
spent $260 in total yst on myself and my two younger bros..
bought them clothes etc..
ouh and i bought my mum a pair of pretty slippers :)

ok anyway i know i spent too much, but ouh well ive always been stringent..
so a little splurging wont do any harm :)
besides i didnt just splurge on myself..
so thats a gd point to take note of..

alright lastly,
i think im being a little judgemental..
im starting to judge you just cause of the type of company you hang out with..
geez!
i know i shouldn't be judging you based on that,
but i cant help it..
sorry..
now you just seem so different from what i used to see you as..
i guess knowing someone can be a scary thing..

9:30 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, September 16, 2010

life gave me a bucket of shit..

questions.

anger, disappointment, excitement??
EMOTIONS.

im a mess! a complete wreck!
i detest all of this.
goodbye.
hatred is in the air and im breathing it all in..
i gotta salvage my situation and save myself..

11:37 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, September 11, 2010

waste of time

and to think, i actually thought about you and you the whole of yesterday..
guess i wasted my precious time..
ah forget it..
this sucks..
goodbye..
im gonna sleep now..

6:08 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, September 10, 2010

Its that time of the year again..

its the end of fasting month..and its alrdy hari raya..
the dreaded festive period..
i just hate it..i dont understand the idea of it..
i dont understand the purpose of it..
call me ignorant or stupid if you want..

i dont feel the joy of going from house to house..
i dont see the need to beautify my house only once a year
just for this day..
i dont see whats the point of visiting relatives just for the sake of visiting..
i dont see the need to buy hari raya clothes cause if you must know, i didnt even wear the one i bought two years ago..i didnt even touch it, in fact..

alright that aside,
i encountered a series of unfortunate events today..
ok not as bad as it sounds but here's what happened:

i almost fell down the stairs on my way to school.
my thumb hurts(no idea why) and i had difficulty writing during test.
my feet still hurt so my mum asked me to walk on the stone paths (those for feet reflexology or whatever its called) and eventually, my whole right leg got cramp!
one of my bead bracelet snapped!!
i received some bad news from my brother.

so tell me..what else does god have in store for me this hari raya??
am i being punished for hating this festive occasion??
sigh..
forget it..
im gonna study..

1:55 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, September 6, 2010

revisions on-going

hello!!!
two more days to MICE exam!!
argh!! im gonna die!! i think mice is tough!!
but well ive been revising and i guess its going pretty alright..

i went to school to study today..
reached school at 9am and read magazine first..
started studying at 10am all the way to 6pm with only 45 mins of break
and 2 toilet breaks..

studied alone..woke my bro up in the morning
cause he said he wanna accompany me to sch,
in the end, he didnt wake up!!
tsktsk..
doesnt matter cause halfway through i found company :)
woots woots!!

alrighty..
back to studies..
toodles!!

8:35 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, September 2, 2010

two bastards in my life now

i shall acknowledge you no more!
just like how i dont acknowledge him anymore
*roll eyes*

11:19 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

end of IT test!

yay!!
one paper down..
4 more to go!!
yippee ya ya yippee yippee ya!!

okie ive been taking retarded looking pics lately..
i should stop shouldnt i??
but i cant!
cos its exam period..
tts why im like tt..
alright..i dunno why i just said tt..
geez!
im going crazy!

2:59 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

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	Monday, September 27, 2010 is this over yet?? ok i think ive had enough of all these confusion and mood swings.. im done with all the thinking.. IM DONE! its tough..we need a time out.. anyway lets just say im being cautious.. other than that, those acquaintances, you can jolly well just take a hike and while you people are at it, do some soul searching.. im off now.. 1:24 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, September 24, 2010 FML i have no idea what's been happenning lately.. well after you came into the picture, everything seemed to have changed.. i lost a few..possessions?? capabilities?? RESPECT. MOOD. i lost respect in someone i thought deserved that respect very much.. i lost my mood in doing stuff and hanging out.. i can no longer spend a day w/o feeling confused all of a sudden and start blanking out.. i cant keep conversations going.. i just have no desire to communicate as much.. seems to me, my happy, cheerful side is slowly fading away.. im slowly returning to my intolerant, perfectionist, foul-tempered, pain-in-the-arse character.. tts not where i wanna head to.. but i just cant seem to get back on track.. 11:51 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, September 22, 2010 woken up for work worked with these two today!! awesome!! money earned!! yeah yeah!! this is a pretty great workday.. im lovin' it.. hahaha!! thank you guys!! for inviting me to work.. hahaha ouh well and more time on work=less time for you.. :) but doesnt matter rite?? hahaha!! ps: im still keeping it secret ;) 10:54 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, September 20, 2010 Holiday, Splurging, Work & You hey hey hey!! hello!! exams are over!! worked as a flyer distributor just now and i really dont wanna do it again!! LOL! anyway, spent $260 in total yst on myself and my two younger bros.. bought them clothes etc.. ouh and i bought my mum a pair of pretty slippers :) ok anyway i know i spent too much, but ouh well ive always been stringent.. so a little splurging wont do any harm :) besides i didnt just splurge on myself.. so thats a gd point to take note of.. alright lastly, i think im being a little judgemental.. im starting to judge you just cause of the type of company you hang out with.. geez! i know i shouldn't be judging you based on that, but i cant help it.. sorry.. now you just seem so different from what i used to see you as.. i guess knowing someone can be a scary thing.. 9:30 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, September 16, 2010 life gave me a bucket of shit.. questions. anger, disappointment, excitement?? EMOTIONS. im a mess! a complete wreck! i detest all of this. goodbye. hatred is in the air and im breathing it all in.. i gotta salvage my situation and save myself.. 11:37 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, September 11, 2010 waste of time and to think, i actually thought about you and you the whole of yesterday.. guess i wasted my precious time.. ah forget it.. this sucks.. goodbye.. im gonna sleep now.. 6:08 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, September 10, 2010 Its that time of the year again.. its the end of fasting month..and its alrdy hari raya.. the dreaded festive period.. i just hate it..i dont understand the idea of it.. i dont understand the purpose of it.. call me ignorant or stupid if you want.. i dont feel the joy of going from house to house.. i dont see the need to beautify my house only once a year just for this day.. i dont see whats the point of visiting relatives just for the sake of visiting.. i dont see the need to buy hari raya clothes cause if you must know, i didnt even wear the one i bought two years ago..i didnt even touch it, in fact.. alright that aside, i encountered a series of unfortunate events today.. ok not as bad as it sounds but here's what happened: i almost fell down the stairs on my way to school. my thumb hurts(no idea why) and i had difficulty writing during test. my feet still hurt so my mum asked me to walk on the stone paths (those for feet reflexology or whatever its called) and eventually, my whole right leg got cramp! one of my bead bracelet snapped!! i received some bad news from my brother. so tell me..what else does god have in store for me this hari raya?? am i being punished for hating this festive occasion?? sigh.. forget it.. im gonna study.. 1:55 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, September 6, 2010 revisions on-going hello!!! two more days to MICE exam!! argh!! im gonna die!! i think mice is tough!! but well ive been revising and i guess its going pretty alright.. i went to school to study today.. reached school at 9am and read magazine first.. started studying at 10am all the way to 6pm with only 45 mins of break and 2 toilet breaks.. studied alone..woke my bro up in the morning cause he said he wanna accompany me to sch, in the end, he didnt wake up!! tsktsk.. doesnt matter cause halfway through i found company :) woots woots!! alrighty.. back to studies.. toodles!! 8:35 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, September 2, 2010 two bastards in my life now i shall acknowledge you no more! just like how i dont acknowledge him anymore roll eyes 11:19 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, September 1, 2010 end of IT test! yay!! one paper down.. 4 more to go!! yippee ya ya yippee yippee ya!! okie ive been taking retarded looking pics lately.. i should stop shouldnt i?? but i cant! cos its exam period.. tts why im like tt.. alright..i dunno why i just said tt.. geez! im going crazy! 2:59 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! 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