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Thursday, December 31, 2009

happy new year!!

today went out with mira and her younger bro as well as my youngest bro..

went to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2..

cute!!

basically tts all..

ouh and i finally disclosed to mira who tt

neon-green-work-uniform-tattooed-guy is..

hahaha..

and mira said tt he's more handsome than syamil shamsuri..

lol..

kinda true tho..

wahahaha!!

k i guess tts all den..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

11:17 PM
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

whats wrong with me?

sigh..
im suddenly feeling sooo...
erm idk..
i jus feel strange..
part of me jus feels torn apart like as tho i wanna cry everything out..
but the thing is, im not at all upset over anything..

i cant stand it..
what cud it possibly be??
izzit disappointment cos i was expecting sth to happen but it didnt??
cant be..
i wasnt expecting anything..
den izzit cos i saw luzzy??
cant be either..
he's no longer on a cold war with me..
so tts nothing to be upset about..

sigh sigh sigh..
i need someone to talk to right now :(

11:14 PM
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Whatcha Say..

a beautiful face accompanied by a beautiful voice..
she's a real talent..

10:09 PM
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

wat a brother!

okie guess wat??!!
im bloody pissed rite now!!
with who??
with my youngest bro!!
can i kill him??
NO!!but i can make his life miserable!!
im too pissed to blog further today..
toodles!

gonna draw or create some random things to
calm myself down..

3:45 PM
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reminiscing..

why am i not asleep yet??

was tired wen i got back but somehow all the facebook-ing and chatting

made my lethargy go off..

hmm approximately one and a half hour ago,

i was forced down the memory lane of luzanel times..

(like as if anyone's gonna understand wat the hell tt is)

anyway it was kinda weird and funny

reminiscing all those times..

blah blah blah..

gosh now i keep thinking of it..

argh why must he chat with me??

now my mind is filled with images of my sec sch period..

flashbacks after flashbacks..

ok STOP!

enough is enough..

leave the past behind..think present..

im thinking too much..

okie ive stopped thinking bout it after staring into my laptop screen for like 10 mins..seriously..

and im feeling blank now..

totally empty..

gosh this is creepy..

ive gone nuts..

love is a game i dont wish to play

12:27 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, December 28, 2009

wat a pain!!

tsk wats up with you??
like HELLOOOOOO..
ive got every right to check out any guys i want..

who are u to stop me??
ure CLEARLY not my boyfren..
and ure not exactly a fren either..
so wats ur problem??

a word of advice
"stop interfering with my life and who i check out cos even if all the guys in the world are gone, i'll nvr check u out!"

1:13 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, December 27, 2009

tv all day long

watched lots of tv today..

in fact i watched tv almost the whole day..

tv shows include,

kids programmes on okto which are,

life with derek (michael seater & ashley leggat) <3

flight 29 down,

are you afraid of the dark

and lots of other kids programmes i guess..

den at 6pm watched STEP UP on channel 5..

watched it b4 but watched it again cos there's

CHANNING TATUM!!

i love his body!!

a body to die for :P

den watched SG IDOL..

okie sezairi won..

slyvia's gd too..

both are equally competent..

hmm watever..

den watched THE PROMISE on channel u..

gosh touching story..

made me teared up..

gd show..

and the lead actor, lawrence wong is so

CUTE!!

okie watever..

they're jus celebrities..

get back to reality lena!!

lets think of the

"neon-green-work-uniform-tattooed-guy!!"

lol!!

watever -_-"

11:46 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, December 25, 2009

not in the pink of health

went jogging again today..

work tt body out man!!

and i didnt eat any meal at all today..

kept vomiting each time i eat proper meal past few weeks..

so been eating very little these days..

today drank alot of water and guess wat??

i vomited the liquid out..

shucks..

wats happening to me??

this body has a serious problem..

i cant be bulimic rite??

i dont overeat and force myself to puke..

instead i dont eat much and jus vomit out naturally..

sigh sigh sigh..

8:33 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, December 24, 2009

tts all there is to it..

electrifying eyes..
contagious smile..

i guess tts wat sweeps me off the grnd :P

9:26 PM
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

wat a happy day!!

hey today went out with mira..

watched AVATAR!!

hell yeah the movie was AWESOME!!

im telling ya its one of the nicest movie ive ever watched!!

moving on..

im way way way way over the moon!!

im totally HAPPY!!

i wanna scream!!

ah man i cant wipe the smile off my face!! hahahaha!!

if only everyday is as beautiful as today <3

no words can describe the EXCITEMENT im gg thru rite now :)

11:35 PM
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

my eye candy????

been checking out this particular guy..

he seems to have caught my attention..

his tattooed neck,

his neon green work uniform,

his nerdy specs,

his long limbs,

his "mat" ways (i hate "mats" btw)

all these may seem so UNSIGHTLY (especially his tattoos)

but all these seem to have appealed to my eyes..

gosh why am i always checking out guys with traits i wouldnt go for??

im weird..

LOL!!

6:43 PM
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Saturday, December 19, 2009

we are nothing but strangers

they dont noe the real me..
im not the lena they think they noe..
im more than tt..
ive got flaws..
im not jus a perfect lil shortie they think i am..

i may be a BFH for all they noe..
maybe not always but at times i am (i tink)
i mean nobody's perfect rite??
lol..
guys..pls wake up from ur dreams..

9:58 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Happy Birthday Syamil Shamsuri

happy 21st birthday syamil!!

i was kinda excited after preparing it and posting it..

but not anymore..

ts all ruined..

now i tink its the ugliest looking shit ive ever made..

which i sudnt have sent out at all..

cos now the fun is no longer there..

one night thinking of ideas..

one night making the draft..

and another night making the whole thing looks beautiful..

three nights of sincerity, love, care, FUN and joy making it..

but a few moments to destroy the fun and all my excitement is GONE..

hmm it doesnt matter as long as ure happy..

actually even if u dont like it i wont feel anything..

cos ive gt no excitement anymore..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY again..

i dont wish to post any other pics..it jus makes me mad..and now i feel slightly upset...urgh

10:39 AM
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

....

hmm today went to mum's workplace..

sat for too long till my whole body ache..

but not bad lah..

my two younger bros taggged along..

bought them lunch but none for myself..

wanna cut down on expenses..

they got no money so ive got no choice but to buy for them..

im such a nice sis rite?? hehe

darn now stupid chohari brought home visitors and

asked them to sleep over somemore..

wtf!!

is he stupid or wat??!!

cant he see how fucking small the huz is??

we are alrdy cramped up and he got ppl to sleep over..

i jus wish i cud bloody hit his stupid head..

stupid stupid stupid CHOHARI!!

$#^&**^@!

10:08 PM
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Sunday, December 13, 2009

i want it MY way!!

GOSH!!!

dont i get any say anymore??!!

this is unfair!!

im so gonna kill my 2nd bro (fenddy)..

like hello i have a share in it so i deserve a say in it as well!!

NO WAY i repeat, NO WAY am i giving it to my 1st bro (hermie)..

if u guys got a prob with tt den too bad..

live with it!!

MY stuff, MY RULES..

tsk..

jus cos i dont say anything bout it doesnt mean u ppl

can climb over my head..

good grief!!
wats up with all the guys in my family??!!

tsk..

this is sooooo RIDICULOUS!

6:38 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, December 11, 2009

over and done with

my malay vocabulary is getting frm bad to worse..
i tried blogging in malay and i dont even noe wat certain words are in malay..
anyway watever la..

went jogging despite having to study past few days..
well one cant study too hard..
we have to balance work and play..
ouh and i chanced upon tt cute guy whom i always see near my huz..
LOL!!
but hey im not interested in him ok..
he jus looks cute..tts all..period!

k la im off..
no urge to blog for now..
aite toddles..

*no way am i gonna apologise for sth i didnt even do..grow up dude..say it in my face..coward?*

1:18 PM
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

three to go!!

two papers down three more to go..

currently slacking for a while..

darn gotta find somewhere else to study..
stupid chohari is at home..

sick of looking at his face..

wat a turn off..

*roll eyes*

gosh..

fathers are such a pain..

ouh wait..

i aint got a father no more..

he's practically dead (to me tt is)

tsk..

*it'll take ur next life for me to ever stop hating u and acknowledge ur existence*

1:52 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, December 4, 2009

mid semester test (MST)

STUDYING IN PROGRESS

BE BACK SOON

*you FUCKING need a big PUSH in your studies seriously!!*

4:54 PM
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	Thursday, December 31, 2009 happy new year!! today went out with mira and her younger bro as well as my youngest bro.. went to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2.. cute!! basically tts all.. ouh and i finally disclosed to mira who tt neon-green-work-uniform-tattooed-guy is.. hahaha.. and mira said tt he's more handsome than syamil shamsuri.. lol.. kinda true tho.. wahahaha!! k i guess tts all den.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 11:17 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, December 30, 2009 whats wrong with me? sigh.. im suddenly feeling sooo... erm idk.. i jus feel strange.. part of me jus feels torn apart like as tho i wanna cry everything out.. but the thing is, im not at all upset over anything.. i cant stand it.. what cud it possibly be?? izzit disappointment cos i was expecting sth to happen but it didnt?? cant be.. i wasnt expecting anything.. den izzit cos i saw luzzy?? cant be either.. he's no longer on a cold war with me.. so tts nothing to be upset about.. sigh sigh sigh.. i need someone to talk to right now :( 11:14 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Whatcha Say.. a beautiful face accompanied by a beautiful voice.. she's a real talent.. 10:09 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, December 29, 2009 wat a brother! okie guess wat??!! im bloody pissed rite now!! with who?? with my youngest bro!! can i kill him?? NO!!but i can make his life miserable!! im too pissed to blog further today.. toodles! gonna draw or create some random things to calm myself down.. 3:45 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD reminiscing.. why am i not asleep yet?? was tired wen i got back but somehow all the facebook-ing and chatting made my lethargy go off.. hmm approximately one and a half hour ago, i was forced down the memory lane of luzanel times.. (like as if anyone's gonna understand wat the hell tt is) anyway it was kinda weird and funny reminiscing all those times.. blah blah blah.. gosh now i keep thinking of it.. argh why must he chat with me?? now my mind is filled with images of my sec sch period.. flashbacks after flashbacks.. ok STOP! enough is enough.. leave the past behind..think present.. im thinking too much.. okie ive stopped thinking bout it after staring into my laptop screen for like 10 mins..seriously.. and im feeling blank now.. totally empty.. gosh this is creepy.. ive gone nuts.. :P love is a game i dont wish to play 12:27 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, December 28, 2009 wat a pain!! tsk wats up with you?? like HELLOOOOOO.. ive got every right to check out any guys i want.. who are u to stop me?? ure CLEARLY not my boyfren.. and ure not exactly a fren either.. so wats ur problem?? a word of advice "stop interfering with my life and who i check out cos even if all the guys in the world are gone, i'll nvr check u out!" 1:13 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, December 27, 2009 tv all day long watched lots of tv today.. in fact i watched tv almost the whole day.. tv shows include, kids programmes on okto which are, life with derek (michael seater & ashley leggat) <3 flight 29 down, are you afraid of the dark and lots of other kids programmes i guess.. den at 6pm watched STEP UP on channel 5.. watched it b4 but watched it again cos there's CHANNING TATUM!! i love his body!! a body to die for :P den watched SG IDOL.. okie sezairi won.. slyvia's gd too.. both are equally competent.. hmm watever.. den watched THE PROMISE on channel u.. gosh touching story.. made me teared up.. gd show.. and the lead actor, lawrence wong is so CUTE!! okie watever.. they're jus celebrities.. get back to reality lena!! lets think of the "neon-green-work-uniform-tattooed-guy!!" lol!! watever -_-" 11:46 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, December 25, 2009 not in the pink of health went jogging again today.. work tt body out man!! and i didnt eat any meal at all today.. kept vomiting each time i eat proper meal past few weeks.. so been eating very little these days.. today drank alot of water and guess wat?? i vomited the liquid out.. shucks.. wats happening to me?? this body has a serious problem.. i cant be bulimic rite?? i dont overeat and force myself to puke.. instead i dont eat much and jus vomit out naturally.. sigh sigh sigh.. 8:33 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, December 24, 2009 tts all there is to it.. electrifying eyes.. contagious smile.. i guess tts wat sweeps me off the grnd :P 9:26 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, December 23, 2009 wat a happy day!! hey today went out with mira.. watched AVATAR!! hell yeah the movie was AWESOME!! im telling ya its one of the nicest movie ive ever watched!! moving on.. im way way way way over the moon!! im totally HAPPY!! i wanna scream!! ah man i cant wipe the smile off my face!! hahahaha!! if only everyday is as beautiful as today <3 no words can describe the EXCITEMENT im gg thru rite now :) 11:35 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, December 22, 2009 my eye candy???? been checking out this particular guy.. he seems to have caught my attention.. his tattooed neck, his neon green work uniform, his nerdy specs, his long limbs, his "mat" ways (i hate "mats" btw) all these may seem so UNSIGHTLY (especially his tattoos) but all these seem to have appealed to my eyes.. gosh why am i always checking out guys with traits i wouldnt go for?? im weird.. LOL!! 6:43 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, December 19, 2009 we are nothing but strangers they dont noe the real me.. im not the lena they think they noe.. im more than tt.. ive got flaws.. im not jus a perfect lil shortie they think i am.. i may be a BFH for all they noe.. maybe not always but at times i am (i tink) i mean nobody's perfect rite?? lol.. guys..pls wake up from ur dreams.. 9:58 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, December 16, 2009 Happy Birthday Syamil Shamsuri happy 21st birthday syamil!! i was kinda excited after preparing it and posting it.. but not anymore.. ts all ruined.. now i tink its the ugliest looking shit ive ever made.. which i sudnt have sent out at all.. cos now the fun is no longer there.. one night thinking of ideas.. one night making the draft.. and another night making the whole thing looks beautiful.. three nights of sincerity, love, care, FUN and joy making it.. but a few moments to destroy the fun and all my excitement is GONE.. hmm it doesnt matter as long as ure happy.. actually even if u dont like it i wont feel anything.. cos ive gt no excitement anymore.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY again.. i dont wish to post any other pics..it jus makes me mad..and now i feel slightly upset...urgh 10:39 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, December 15, 2009 .... hmm today went to mum's workplace.. sat for too long till my whole body ache.. but not bad lah.. my two younger bros taggged along.. bought them lunch but none for myself.. wanna cut down on expenses.. they got no money so ive got no choice but to buy for them.. im such a nice sis rite?? hehe darn now stupid chohari brought home visitors and asked them to sleep over somemore.. wtf!! is he stupid or wat??!! cant he see how fucking small the huz is?? we are alrdy cramped up and he got ppl to sleep over.. i jus wish i cud bloody hit his stupid head.. stupid stupid stupid CHOHARI!! $#^&*^@! 10:08 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD* Sunday, December 13, 2009 i want it MY way!! GOSH!!! dont i get any say anymore??!! this is unfair!! im so gonna kill my 2nd bro (fenddy).. like hello i have a share in it so i deserve a say in it as well!! NO WAY i repeat, NO WAY am i giving it to my 1st bro (hermie).. if u guys got a prob with tt den too bad.. live with it!! MY stuff, MY RULES.. tsk.. jus cos i dont say anything bout it doesnt mean u ppl can climb over my head.. good grief!! wats up with all the guys in my family??!! tsk.. this is sooooo RIDICULOUS! 6:38 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, December 11, 2009 over and done with my malay vocabulary is getting frm bad to worse.. i tried blogging in malay and i dont even noe wat certain words are in malay.. anyway watever la.. went jogging despite having to study past few days.. well one cant study too hard.. we have to balance work and play.. ouh and i chanced upon tt cute guy whom i always see near my huz.. LOL!! but hey im not interested in him ok.. he jus looks cute..tts all..period! k la im off.. no urge to blog for now.. aite toddles.. no way am i gonna apologise for sth i didnt even do..grow up dude..say it in my face..coward? 1:18 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, December 8, 2009 three to go!! two papers down three more to go.. currently slacking for a while.. darn gotta find somewhere else to study.. stupid chohari is at home.. sick of looking at his face.. wat a turn off.. roll eyes gosh.. fathers are such a pain.. ouh wait.. i aint got a father no more.. he's practically dead (to me tt is) tsk.. it'll take ur next life for me to ever stop hating u and acknowledge ur existence 1:52 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, December 4, 2009 mid semester test (MST) STUDYING IN PROGRESS BE BACK SOON you FUCKING need a big PUSH in your studies seriously!! 4:54 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! 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