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Friday, April 30, 2010

Late and injured but happy!

woke up late this morning..
apparently my alarm didnt wake me up at 6.15am until an hour later..
i was supposed to be in school by 8.30am which means
i have to leave home by 7.15am latest to be on time..

so i hurriedly took a shower!
anyway after showering, i just wrap my towel arnd me and step out
cos i didnt bring my clothes into the bathroom with me..
i didnt dry myself enough thus i slipped and fell after
a few steps out of the bathroom..

worst is, my arm and shoulders were grazed by
the worn out cupboard with sharp edges..
and i fell on my right, hurting my right hip as well..
:(
it didnt hurt so much at tt time..
but when i was in sch,
the wound on my arm and shoulder started to hurt..
*sob*

but then the pain feels kinda nice at times..
haha..
ok i know tts a weird thing to say :P
and guess what??
when i told and showed my mum my wound,
she had a concerned look on her face!!
hehehe..
wee!!! mummy loves me!!
LOL
:P

8:30 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, April 29, 2010

troubled??

wipe that frown and try to smile :)
hmm..
know what??
yst saw my pri sch fren in the train and he said hi..
then he said that i looked troubled..
hmm do i??

anyway, something seems to be on my mind..
but i cant put it aside..
sigh..
ouh well..like what i told ben,
im just gonna cross the bridge when i come to it..
so as of now,
im gonna live each day as it comes..

8:54 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

school....

school isnt the best place to be lately..
kinda sick of it..
i gotta find my motivation for school..
grr!!
well im off to do research for my assignments..
as much as i hate it,
my assignments are not gonna complete themselves..
bye for now..

8:41 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

wat a waste of time!

adorable little bunny ^_^
hmm ok tt was random..
anyway i wasted like hours today doing stupid stuff..
i shall not mention what..
and right now im wasting my time blogging even after realising
ive been wasting time..
hahaha!!

boink boink..
i love bunnies!!
ok bye..

11:55 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

when i should be asleep

alright b4 u say anything, NO! im not lesbian..
i just found this pic in my hp memory..
this was taken like 3 or 4 years ago!!
this is art..
it expresses self-obsession and self worth..
to me at least haha..
but cant deny tt its artistic rite?? :P

anyway i bet my parents are up to some hanky panky at the moment..
i entered the room a while ago to get sth..
and they were like shocked and quickly sort of move away from each other..
LOL!!
dont let me witness another episode of..er..that..
eew eew eew..

12:31 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, April 25, 2010

wrecked

was i wrong??
i only wanted to help..
cos i dont feel like ive done enough..
especially since i didnt come up with any of the ideas..
tts why i thought tt i should help in doing something from the to-do list..
ouh goddamn it..
this is wrecking me and my life

9:31 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

what's wrong with me??

ive been rather passive the past two days..
and i know it pisses some ppl off..
sigh..
i dont know..
im just a mess right now..
stupid thoughts keep coming to me..
and when im thinking, my thoughts get cut off all of a sudden..
tsk..
im just a complete mess..

3:12 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, April 19, 2010

thx a BILLION!

crap!
i didnt force u into anything..
im alrdy down..
u didnt have to make me feel worst..
tsktsk..

11:53 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, April 17, 2010

the DOWNS of life..

hmm went out for dinner with my pri sch frens last night..

only 8 turned up including me..

jackson, nicholas, brijesh, zaidi, zulaikha, ghazali and emmeric..

it was alright..

a few awkward silences though..

havent been in the best of mood lately..

no surprise..im always temperamental..

well the hurtful part is finding out tt fenddy actually lied to me..

ah fuck it..

im just gonna tell myself its just a lie..

as hurt and angry as i am, i just gotta deal with it..

situations havent been so smooth..

there seem to be alot of hypocritism gg on in my family..

everyone's telling me fucked up stories but

in front of each other, things are normal..

so i dont know whether all the sob shit are even real..

fortunately sch's starting soon..

im planning to stay in sch as long as i want to..

at least i wont have to go back to a hypocritic home..

idk whether i should cry or laugh at my life..

but i guess i'll just try to be indifferent about it..

afterall, i just have myself to depend on..

idk wat to do..

idk who to talk to..

nobody cares to listen anyway..

so blogging is my alternative..

just as well..i dont wanna bore ppl with my life story anyway..

so i guess tts all for now..

11:41 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, April 16, 2010

sigh...

again..
i realised my purpose of being here..
tt is to supply you ppl with cash when u are hard up..
im not selfish, stingy or calculative..
i will lend them to u ppl of cos..
but i just dont understand why u ppl cant be more sensible..

~disappointment~

12:21 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

what goes on in their minds

i figured a few things last night..
facts about ppl..
firstly ppl in there are selective..
they pretend to emphasise on bonding but they only invite ppl
whom they fancy to be there and not the whole batch..
so dont talk to me about bonding..

secondly, i finally managed to get his intentions out of him..
he admitted he had a motive..
and i played along to try to get to know what goes on in his mind..
and gosh,
what a beast..
i feel sorry for..er maybe i shouldnt feel sorry at all..

these ppl dont really deserve to be treated nicely..
tsktsk..
they deserve THE finger..

6:30 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, April 12, 2010

The "Flasher"

im a flasher!!
i just flashed my middle finger :P
hahaha!!
watch ur back mister!!!
hmph suddenly giving me attitude for no reason..
grrrrr!!!
hope ure looking at this!

9:10 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

murdered.

i feel like i jus killed myself today

12:20 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, April 10, 2010

bad hair!!

i really hate my hair rite now..
i dunno wats up with it..
it jus wont stay in place..
and it waves all over the place..
argh..
and an idiot jus made my self esteem took the plunge..
damn F-ed up!!
tsktsk

9:55 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

when family turns against one another..

alright this is ridiculous..
all started cos of my first bro..
making a mountain out of a molehill..
not gg into detail bout it but here's wat my first bro who thinks he's so great says to all of us..

to my first bro, hermie, ure also using facebook as a source
to talk bout others..like rite now..
and try re-looking back at wats on ur wall..
its filled with ur sarcasm and u shooting ur frens
and doubting their capabilities..
ure not so great bro..
dont think too highly of urself..

1:36 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, April 8, 2010

IM BACK!

been away from home since monday..
went for Freshmen Orientation Camp..
it was alright..
kinda bored at times..
then totally lost my mood on the third day cos of certain issues..
but suddenly on tt night, a guy,
whom i see quite frequently in sch happened to be arnd
during our night activity-Disco Night

haha!!
he actually thinks ive got a crush on him
just cos i smiled at him each time i chance upon him in sch..
for goddamn sake,
i was just tryin' be nice and not appear arrogant..
tts why i smiled..
i was being friendly!!

lol..
but it sure was hilarious..
hahaha..guys guys guys..
wat a joke!

10:18 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, April 4, 2010

....

seriously i dont know what u want..
when i dont express my care, concern or whatever,
you assume that ure not in my heart..
but when i do express myself,
you take no note of tt..
you bring me down..

well honestly tt kinda pisses me off..
and no im not pissed right now..
i just felt tt i needed to make this known..
*peace*

6:19 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, April 3, 2010

bored..

alright..
camp's coming..
i dunno whether i should go tmr or on monday..
hmm..
ouh well..
i'll see how..
in the meantime..
i can die of boredom..
:P

9:57 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, April 2, 2010

whats the point??

i went jogging just now..
felt good after that..
as gd as this pic..
but whats the point of looking and feeling good,
when someone's thinking of quitting u??
which kinda makes me feel he doesnt trust me enough..

9:04 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, April 1, 2010

keeping tt smile on!

honestly my day didnt start off well..
someone made me a lil mad..
but then i saw this stupid teddy bear and it brighten me up..
im not gonna let anyone wreck my day..
hmph!

2:39 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

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	Friday, April 30, 2010 Late and injured but happy! woke up late this morning.. apparently my alarm didnt wake me up at 6.15am until an hour later.. i was supposed to be in school by 8.30am which means i have to leave home by 7.15am latest to be on time.. so i hurriedly took a shower! anyway after showering, i just wrap my towel arnd me and step out cos i didnt bring my clothes into the bathroom with me.. i didnt dry myself enough thus i slipped and fell after a few steps out of the bathroom.. worst is, my arm and shoulders were grazed by the worn out cupboard with sharp edges.. and i fell on my right, hurting my right hip as well.. :( it didnt hurt so much at tt time.. but when i was in sch, the wound on my arm and shoulder started to hurt.. sob but then the pain feels kinda nice at times.. haha.. ok i know tts a weird thing to say :P and guess what?? when i told and showed my mum my wound, she had a concerned look on her face!! hehehe.. wee!!! mummy loves me!! LOL :P 8:30 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, April 29, 2010 troubled?? wipe that frown and try to smile :) hmm.. know what?? yst saw my pri sch fren in the train and he said hi.. then he said that i looked troubled.. hmm do i?? anyway, something seems to be on my mind.. but i cant put it aside.. sigh.. ouh well..like what i told ben, im just gonna cross the bridge when i come to it.. so as of now, im gonna live each day as it comes.. 8:54 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, April 28, 2010 school.... school isnt the best place to be lately.. kinda sick of it.. i gotta find my motivation for school.. grr!! well im off to do research for my assignments.. as much as i hate it, my assignments are not gonna complete themselves.. bye for now.. 8:41 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, April 27, 2010 wat a waste of time! adorable little bunny ^_^ hmm ok tt was random.. anyway i wasted like hours today doing stupid stuff.. i shall not mention what.. and right now im wasting my time blogging even after realising ive been wasting time.. hahaha!! boink boink.. i love bunnies!! ok bye.. 11:55 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD when i should be asleep alright b4 u say anything, NO! im not lesbian.. i just found this pic in my hp memory.. this was taken like 3 or 4 years ago!! this is art.. it expresses self-obsession and self worth.. to me at least haha.. but cant deny tt its artistic rite?? :P anyway i bet my parents are up to some hanky panky at the moment.. i entered the room a while ago to get sth.. and they were like shocked and quickly sort of move away from each other.. LOL!! dont let me witness another episode of..er..that.. eew eew eew.. 12:31 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, April 25, 2010 wrecked was i wrong?? i only wanted to help.. cos i dont feel like ive done enough.. especially since i didnt come up with any of the ideas.. tts why i thought tt i should help in doing something from the to-do list.. ouh goddamn it.. this is wrecking me and my life 9:31 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, April 21, 2010 what's wrong with me?? ive been rather passive the past two days.. and i know it pisses some ppl off.. sigh.. i dont know.. im just a mess right now.. stupid thoughts keep coming to me.. and when im thinking, my thoughts get cut off all of a sudden.. tsk.. im just a complete mess.. 3:12 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, April 19, 2010 thx a BILLION! crap! i didnt force u into anything.. im alrdy down.. u didnt have to make me feel worst.. tsktsk.. 11:53 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, April 17, 2010 the DOWNS of life.. hmm went out for dinner with my pri sch frens last night.. only 8 turned up including me.. jackson, nicholas, brijesh, zaidi, zulaikha, ghazali and emmeric.. it was alright.. a few awkward silences though.. havent been in the best of mood lately.. no surprise..im always temperamental.. well the hurtful part is finding out tt fenddy actually lied to me.. ah fuck it.. im just gonna tell myself its just a lie.. as hurt and angry as i am, i just gotta deal with it.. situations havent been so smooth.. there seem to be alot of hypocritism gg on in my family.. everyone's telling me fucked up stories but in front of each other, things are normal.. so i dont know whether all the sob shit are even real.. fortunately sch's starting soon.. im planning to stay in sch as long as i want to.. at least i wont have to go back to a hypocritic home.. idk whether i should cry or laugh at my life.. but i guess i'll just try to be indifferent about it.. afterall, i just have myself to depend on.. idk wat to do.. idk who to talk to.. nobody cares to listen anyway.. so blogging is my alternative.. just as well..i dont wanna bore ppl with my life story anyway.. so i guess tts all for now.. 11:41 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, April 16, 2010 sigh... again.. i realised my purpose of being here.. tt is to supply you ppl with cash when u are hard up.. im not selfish, stingy or calculative.. i will lend them to u ppl of cos.. but i just dont understand why u ppl cant be more sensible.. ~disappointment~ 12:21 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, April 14, 2010 what goes on in their minds i figured a few things last night.. facts about ppl.. firstly ppl in there are selective.. they pretend to emphasise on bonding but they only invite ppl whom they fancy to be there and not the whole batch.. so dont talk to me about bonding.. secondly, i finally managed to get his intentions out of him.. he admitted he had a motive.. and i played along to try to get to know what goes on in his mind.. and gosh, what a beast.. i feel sorry for..er maybe i shouldnt feel sorry at all.. these ppl dont really deserve to be treated nicely.. tsktsk.. they deserve THE finger.. 6:30 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, April 12, 2010 The "Flasher" im a flasher!! i just flashed my middle finger :P hahaha!! watch ur back mister!!! hmph suddenly giving me attitude for no reason.. grrrrr!!! hope ure looking at this! 9:10 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD murdered. i feel like i jus killed myself today 12:20 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, April 10, 2010 bad hair!! i really hate my hair rite now.. i dunno wats up with it.. it jus wont stay in place.. and it waves all over the place.. argh.. and an idiot jus made my self esteem took the plunge.. damn F-ed up!! tsktsk 9:55 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD when family turns against one another.. alright this is ridiculous.. all started cos of my first bro.. making a mountain out of a molehill.. not gg into detail bout it but here's wat my first bro who thinks he's so great says to all of us.. to my first bro, hermie, ure also using facebook as a source to talk bout others..like rite now.. and try re-looking back at wats on ur wall.. its filled with ur sarcasm and u shooting ur frens and doubting their capabilities.. ure not so great bro.. dont think too highly of urself.. 1:36 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, April 8, 2010 IM BACK! been away from home since monday.. went for Freshmen Orientation Camp.. it was alright.. kinda bored at times.. then totally lost my mood on the third day cos of certain issues.. but suddenly on tt night, a guy, whom i see quite frequently in sch happened to be arnd during our night activity-Disco Night haha!! he actually thinks ive got a crush on him just cos i smiled at him each time i chance upon him in sch.. for goddamn sake, i was just tryin' be nice and not appear arrogant.. tts why i smiled.. i was being friendly!! lol.. but it sure was hilarious.. hahaha..guys guys guys.. wat a joke! 10:18 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, April 4, 2010 .... seriously i dont know what u want.. when i dont express my care, concern or whatever, you assume that ure not in my heart.. but when i do express myself, you take no note of tt.. you bring me down.. well honestly tt kinda pisses me off.. and no im not pissed right now.. i just felt tt i needed to make this known.. peace 6:19 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, April 3, 2010 bored.. alright.. camp's coming.. i dunno whether i should go tmr or on monday.. hmm.. ouh well.. i'll see how.. in the meantime.. i can die of boredom.. :P 9:57 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, April 2, 2010 whats the point?? i went jogging just now.. felt good after that.. as gd as this pic.. but whats the point of looking and feeling good, when someone's thinking of quitting u?? which kinda makes me feel he doesnt trust me enough.. 9:04 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, April 1, 2010 keeping tt smile on! 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