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Sunday, October 31, 2010

my night's been wrecked

yeah yeah..
think over what you just said..
i didnt know that there's supposed to be a specific time..
so why even ask me to confirm it??
up to you la..
it all boils down to one word..

FAITH

goodnight and congrats cos uve just wrecked my night!

7:30 PM
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subaru challenge was tiring!

bf fetched me from work yst..
thank you very much..
love u bf..
anyway the acculumated lethargy from yst is really killing me now..
but i cant seem to fall asleep just yet..
something's on my mind..
something's bothering me..

anyway i feel sick..
ok not really actually..
but my throat feels dry and still is even after i drank lots of water..
sigh..

ps: trying my best to accept something tt kinda scares/disgust me

6:38 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, October 29, 2010

TGIF!

hey hey hey!!
ok i was late for sch for the second time this sem..
but at least i was only 30mins late not 1hr like the previous time..
anyway isnt this pic cool??!!
we look like the traffic light!!
i like!!
hahaha..

anyway after lesson, went to IMM with fana..
and we both bought a top each from esprit!! woohoo!!
its rather tough making a choice on which to choose though..
eventually i settled for a hooded top..
it comes in 3 colours..
red, blue and black..i wanted blue but fana said it wouldnt look nice with my skin tone..
so she advised me to take the red..
besides i promised myself not to buy black tops for the time being..

but when i reached home,
the top didnt really look red..hahaha..it looks more like pink..
haha!!
ouh well..its not so bad..i still love it!!
fana on the other hand settled for a black top :)
NICE!!

we chilled and chatted cos it was still early..
after much chit chatting, we headed home :)
thx fana!!
it seems like its been so long since i had a really long conversation with you ;)
hmm mira busy tonight so our plan to hang out at mac has been cancelled..
so i guess im gonna be a good girl and stay home..

ps: im thinking of you cos imy :)

7:07 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, October 24, 2010

i wanna fly!

i wanna spread my wings and fly!

12:44 AM
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Thursday, October 21, 2010

friendship

today marks a very significant day of my life..
i realised there are people out there in my life who believes in friendship..
something i had nvr believed in during my teenage years..
i feel indebted to you babe..
you know who you are..

i shed tears of gratitude even as im blogging about this..
at that point of time, seeing you doing that,
alot of vision flashed through my mind..
it seemed random at tt point,
but now tt i tink of it again,
all those visions were images of the people i love..

babe, your words really hit me hard..
it made me feel human..
you have no idea how touched i felt when you said all those,
accompanied by what you did for me..

*thinking, thinking and still thinking

9:00 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

the old man..urgh -.-"

ok hello hello..
it feels like as if i haven been blogging for ages but actually its just been 2 days..
hahahaha!!
hmm..
im happy, very happy and yes still happy :P

erm lets talk about school??
well school's pretty much the same..
fyp, grp work etc etc..
not very interesting huh?? ok lets change the topic..

it feels wrong when an older man flirts with me..
and i mean, seriously..even if he's not flirting, he kinda gives me the creeps..
shouldnt he be more professional??
sometimes i feel like saying, "shut up and get lost you old fag!"
but i cant cause the grp needs him one way or another..
so all im doing is just ignore his stupid flirtatious jokes..

ok last but not least,
my younger bro's friend said i look CUTE!!
hahaha!! im far from cute,
im MONSTROUS!!
hehehehe!!

note to self: time for a haircut soon

9:35 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, October 17, 2010

thoughts

hmm..
stayed home today, worked yst..
i swear i wouldnt want to work for them again..
not that i have anything against any of them, but i just feel that they lack respect..
they are kinda a chinese dominated company..
and just imagine this;
im sitting in the middle and all of them kept talking across me in mandarin..
i feel that its basic respect that you should converse in english in the presence of a non chinese..
even if they wish to communicate in mandarin,
have the basic common sense to sit together instead of talking across me..
that's just plain rude..

anyway that aside,
my bro keeps posting emo statements and quotes on his facebook..
i know the situation he's in,
i just hope he'll be strong..
love, heartaches, death, everything along that line are what he posts on his wall..
sigh..

on the brighter note,
im kinda happy seeing that i havent been experiencing much shitty stuff..
school's in tmr,
excited! but at the same time, i need my source of motivation -.-
hmm ouh well..

ps: thinking of you..

6:32 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

out out and out :)

hello!!
went out today..pretty long day..
but it was cool :)

bowling at marina square followed by walking aimlessly and
HENDERSON WAVES :)
watched sunset (more like we were dodging from the sun's glaring rays)
watch the clouds and imagined all sorts of nonsense :P
by then, the sun has set and there was the aftermath rays of the sunset..
SO PRETTY!!

after that, we chat and chat and start poking each other??
lol..ok i know its weird..
laughter begins and then it kinda went on for what seemed like hours?? (actually was just minutes)
then headed home..
he walked me to my block and im safely home and so was he..

THANK YOU LOTS :)

11:02 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

annoying..

Lies. Deceit.

This is always the case isn't it?? Geez!!

9:29 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, October 10, 2010

disappointed

no words can actually describe how disappointed i feel right now..
no point talking about it anyway..cos its related to school..
ouh well..
im gonna meet fikks later..
havent met her for a pretty long time..
so hopefully it'd make me feel way better..

hmm stomach's not been behaving lately..
havent been vomitting much probably because i havent been eating much..
hahaha!
ouh and today, i feel hungry like almost every minute!
why??!!
its not as if i havent been feeding myself -.-"

that aside, ive been rather happy lately..
but kinda having insomnia..
that's bad..
ouh well..

3:54 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, October 7, 2010

what am i to do??

oh gosh..
tell me what to do..
cos suddenly everything seems to be going oh so well and perfect..
but yet im creating a whole lot of reasons for myself on why i should fear,
when i dont have any to begin with..

lena lena lena..
opportunities dont come knocking twice..
when am i gonna understand that life isnt a game anymore??
that im no longer a kid..
sigh..

7:25 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

twice bitten, not gonna make it thrice..

i wont make the same mistake twice..
i wont be fooled..
just so you know..
*smirks*

1:46 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, October 3, 2010

who "you" refers to

when i mention "you" it doesnt necessarily refer to someone special or a guy..
it can refer to one of my friends, gfs or my family members whom
i just dont wish to mention..
just saying..
ok bye..im off to bed now..
:)

2:52 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, October 1, 2010

after every misgivings, comes goodness :)

lets just say that things are going pretty well for now, or for today rather..
anyway i wanna paint my nails again but i think i'll wait
till we get news from iskandar..
its not really nice to meet him with painted nails isnt it??
haha..
:)

ps: and everything else seems to be falling into place :)

2:36 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

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	Sunday, October 31, 2010 my night's been wrecked yeah yeah.. think over what you just said.. i didnt know that there's supposed to be a specific time.. so why even ask me to confirm it?? up to you la.. it all boils down to one word.. FAITH goodnight and congrats cos uve just wrecked my night! 7:30 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD subaru challenge was tiring! bf fetched me from work yst.. thank you very much.. love u bf.. anyway the acculumated lethargy from yst is really killing me now.. but i cant seem to fall asleep just yet.. something's on my mind.. something's bothering me.. anyway i feel sick.. ok not really actually.. but my throat feels dry and still is even after i drank lots of water.. sigh.. ps: trying my best to accept something tt kinda scares/disgust me 6:38 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, October 29, 2010 TGIF! hey hey hey!! ok i was late for sch for the second time this sem.. but at least i was only 30mins late not 1hr like the previous time.. anyway isnt this pic cool??!! we look like the traffic light!! i like!! hahaha.. anyway after lesson, went to IMM with fana.. and we both bought a top each from esprit!! woohoo!! its rather tough making a choice on which to choose though.. eventually i settled for a hooded top.. it comes in 3 colours.. red, blue and black..i wanted blue but fana said it wouldnt look nice with my skin tone.. so she advised me to take the red.. besides i promised myself not to buy black tops for the time being.. but when i reached home, the top didnt really look red..hahaha..it looks more like pink.. haha!! ouh well..its not so bad..i still love it!! fana on the other hand settled for a black top :) NICE!! we chilled and chatted cos it was still early.. after much chit chatting, we headed home :) thx fana!! it seems like its been so long since i had a really long conversation with you ;) hmm mira busy tonight so our plan to hang out at mac has been cancelled.. so i guess im gonna be a good girl and stay home.. ps: im thinking of you cos imy :) 7:07 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, October 24, 2010 i wanna fly! i wanna spread my wings and fly! 12:44 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, October 21, 2010 friendship today marks a very significant day of my life.. i realised there are people out there in my life who believes in friendship.. something i had nvr believed in during my teenage years.. i feel indebted to you babe.. you know who you are.. i shed tears of gratitude even as im blogging about this.. at that point of time, seeing you doing that, alot of vision flashed through my mind.. it seemed random at tt point, but now tt i tink of it again, all those visions were images of the people i love.. babe, your words really hit me hard.. it made me feel human.. you have no idea how touched i felt when you said all those, accompanied by what you did for me.. thinking, thinking and still thinking 9:00 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD* Tuesday, October 19, 2010 the old man..urgh -.-" ok hello hello.. it feels like as if i haven been blogging for ages but actually its just been 2 days.. hahahaha!! hmm.. im happy, very happy and yes still happy :P erm lets talk about school?? well school's pretty much the same.. fyp, grp work etc etc.. not very interesting huh?? ok lets change the topic.. it feels wrong when an older man flirts with me.. and i mean, seriously..even if he's not flirting, he kinda gives me the creeps.. shouldnt he be more professional?? sometimes i feel like saying, "shut up and get lost you old fag!" but i cant cause the grp needs him one way or another.. so all im doing is just ignore his stupid flirtatious jokes.. ok last but not least, my younger bro's friend said i look CUTE!! hahaha!! im far from cute, im MONSTROUS!! hehehehe!! note to self: time for a haircut soon 9:35 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, October 17, 2010 thoughts hmm.. stayed home today, worked yst.. i swear i wouldnt want to work for them again.. not that i have anything against any of them, but i just feel that they lack respect.. they are kinda a chinese dominated company.. and just imagine this; im sitting in the middle and all of them kept talking across me in mandarin.. i feel that its basic respect that you should converse in english in the presence of a non chinese.. even if they wish to communicate in mandarin, have the basic common sense to sit together instead of talking across me.. that's just plain rude.. anyway that aside, my bro keeps posting emo statements and quotes on his facebook.. i know the situation he's in, i just hope he'll be strong.. love, heartaches, death, everything along that line are what he posts on his wall.. sigh.. on the brighter note, im kinda happy seeing that i havent been experiencing much shitty stuff.. school's in tmr, excited! but at the same time, i need my source of motivation -.- hmm ouh well.. ps: thinking of you.. 6:32 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, October 13, 2010 out out and out :) hello!! went out today..pretty long day.. but it was cool :) bowling at marina square followed by walking aimlessly and HENDERSON WAVES :) watched sunset (more like we were dodging from the sun's glaring rays) watch the clouds and imagined all sorts of nonsense :P by then, the sun has set and there was the aftermath rays of the sunset.. SO PRETTY!! after that, we chat and chat and start poking each other?? lol..ok i know its weird.. laughter begins and then it kinda went on for what seemed like hours?? (actually was just minutes) then headed home.. he walked me to my block and im safely home and so was he.. THANK YOU LOTS :) 11:02 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, October 12, 2010 annoying.. Lies. Deceit. This is always the case isn't it?? Geez!! 9:29 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, October 10, 2010 disappointed no words can actually describe how disappointed i feel right now.. no point talking about it anyway..cos its related to school.. ouh well.. im gonna meet fikks later.. havent met her for a pretty long time.. so hopefully it'd make me feel way better.. hmm stomach's not been behaving lately.. havent been vomitting much probably because i havent been eating much.. hahaha! ouh and today, i feel hungry like almost every minute! why??!! its not as if i havent been feeding myself -.-" that aside, ive been rather happy lately.. but kinda having insomnia.. that's bad.. ouh well.. 3:54 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, October 7, 2010 what am i to do?? oh gosh.. tell me what to do.. cos suddenly everything seems to be going oh so well and perfect.. but yet im creating a whole lot of reasons for myself on why i should fear, when i dont have any to begin with.. lena lena lena.. opportunities dont come knocking twice.. when am i gonna understand that life isnt a game anymore?? that im no longer a kid.. sigh.. 7:25 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, October 5, 2010 twice bitten, not gonna make it thrice.. i wont make the same mistake twice.. i wont be fooled.. just so you know.. smirks 1:46 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, October 3, 2010 who "you" refers to when i mention "you" it doesnt necessarily refer to someone special or a guy.. it can refer to one of my friends, gfs or my family members whom i just dont wish to mention.. just saying.. ok bye..im off to bed now.. :) 2:52 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, October 1, 2010 after every misgivings, comes goodness :) lets just say that things are going pretty well for now, or for today rather.. anyway i wanna paint my nails again but i think i'll wait till we get news from iskandar.. its not really nice to meet him with painted nails isnt it?? haha.. :) ps: and everything else seems to be falling into place :) 2:36 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! 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