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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

what should i do??

alrighty..
third day of sch..
gt back three results so far..
awesome..
so far so good :)

anyway yst,
someone i wasnt expecting to find me hot actually said i was hot!!
wahahaha!!
toink toink toink :P
bloody funny!!
ok enough bout this..

just now my 2-hour lesson only lasted less than an hour -_-"
so in the end i went to watch the guys play pool..
then headed back home..
now that im home,
i dunno wat to do..
plan to research on my IT but my bro keeps talking to me..
so maybe later..

guess tts it for now..
toodles..

3:13 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, June 28, 2010

sch's in!

first day of sch was alright..
hmm apart from lessons, during my break,
im pretty much thinking of the same, usual stuff tt nvr fails to linger in my mind..
but whatever..

anyway, im gonna work with my cousin..
well not exactly confirmed yet though..
at least if i really decide to work i can get myself busy
and not think of stuff i dont wish to think about..
hmm..but i know its gonna be
tough & tiring juggling work & sch..
esp with final year project at hand..

8:05 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, June 27, 2010

yst & today..hmm..

alright last night went to play basketball with diq, syakir and my bro again..
got tired faster than usual last night..
WEAK..

anyway, today gg for jemputan..
aww damn i really really dread wearing baju kurung..
my frens who know me well would have realised tt by now..
but do i have a choice???
guess i'll just settle for the one which is the thinnest..
and NO HEELS..
i'll fall for sure ~nyeh nyeh nyeh~

ouh drats!!
toink toink toink..
now its raining!!
why why why??!!
grr!!!
pls stop raining..
ok i gotta stop whining..

ps: my pants is pressing against my wound :'( ah quit grumbling lena!! tsktsk

8:59 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, June 25, 2010

chest hurts :'(

i cudnt sleep last night..
had a sharp pain in my chest when i breathe..
tried to make myself sleep by just shutting my eyes
but it didnt work..
i felt vulnerable..
i just wanted to cry..
but it was stupid cos crying's not gonna make the pain go away..

i text shahrin, then pop the earpiece into my ears
and listen to my mp3 with hope of falling asleep..
but it still didnt work..
after several tossing and turning, i realised its alrdy 4plus..
checked my hp..
received a text from shahrin like an hour ago which i didnt realise..

i finally managed to fall asleep probably arnd 5 plus..
and now tt im awake, im not so relieved,
cos the pain is still there..
reza told me last night tt jogging might help..
idk if i should..
:'(

12:56 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, June 24, 2010

random thoughts

okie i was expecting last night to be the worst night ever..
but it was neither painful nor hurtful..
instead, i was rather calm about it..
at some points i even pitied her when i read her blog..
but a little part of me felt like telling her how stupid she was..
im a girl and i cud really empathize and feel the pain & hurt she went through..

anyway tt aside,
im doing pretty well these few days i guess..
apart from a little haywired emotions the past few days,
everything else seems pretty fine..
i think alot though..esp at night..
think myself to bed..
hahaha..
anyway tts all for now..

ps: im getting rather tired of this indecisiveness & hesitation..seriously..

1:15 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

~bored bored bored~

okie im bored tonight..

so i forced my youngest bro to take pics with me..

and he kinda gt irritated by it..

i even forced him to put one of my pic taken with him as his fb profile pic..

but he doesnt want..

cos he said his frens will tease him..

sad sad..

anyway..ive gt a slight headache..

but the stubborn lena doesnt wanna sleep yet..

i wanna chat with ppl..

but there seems to be no nice ppl to chat with tonight..

~nyeh nyeh nyeh~

11:41 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

say ****

say FUCK, give the finger and make a face..
i jus did tt to someone..
wahahaha..

1:59 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

skeletons in your closet

up to you..
do as u deem fit..
the skeletons in ur closet are out..
but im just choosing to close one eye..
i think there're more skeletons waiting to come out from the closet..
in due time, when ppl get to know about this,
u'll suffer and u'll get hurt..

so please stop keeping all those skeletons in the closet..
clear them out..
i can help u with this..
im here to help cos we've been frens for so long..
all im asking is for u to be honest..

11:30 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Monday, June 21, 2010

peace at home :)

okie today seems like a better day..
cos my bro's off for reservist..that means, HOORAY for me!!
wahaha..
im bored..did some sch stuff just now..
then tried researching for my FYP..
GOSH!!
tt nearly killed me..
felt like digging my own grave..

anyway..
right now, i have no idea wat to do..
hmm..
okie lets wait for sth cool to happen..
*waiting waiting*
ok this is dumb..
alright bye!

4:16 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, June 20, 2010

haywire

(last night)

fa'in: how's he??
me: idk..why??
fa'in: nah nothing..
me: ok

(this morning)

mum: how's he?? havent seen him for quite a while..
me: i dont know..
mum: everything alright??
me: er yeah??
mum: dont worry la..
me: *confused*

no idea wats up with the questions..
anyway..
watever..
im mentally shagged..
sigh..wat sud i do today??
library??im too lazy to go there..
home??all the nemesis are arnd..

i need to unwind..
sud i go jogging later??
gosh!!
i think i jus need to scream and find sth i can punch..
:'(

1:41 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, June 18, 2010

the torment

darn..
am not very happy tonight..
god knows why..
i feel sick..i feel weak..
and i still have to deal with this torment..

ouh come on god!
do u have to kick me when im alrdy down??
sigh..
just as well..
too much happiness isnt tt good either..
just gotta bear with this tormenting episode for now..

11:28 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

smiles b4 turning in :)

i hate it when its a bad hair day..
even when im at home..
anyway..hmm..i feel pretty happy last night..
i smiled myself to bed..
ok tt sounds stupid..
but i really did smile myself to bed..
cos a couple of ppl made me happy b4 i hit the sack..
lol..

now im currently in sch, half freezing in the library..
FYP meeting..
now tt its over, wat sud i do??
hmm..
i dont feel like gg home..
:'(

2:56 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, June 17, 2010

i care..

hahaha..
isnt this cute??
someone drew this for me on msn..
ure welcome ure welcome ure welcome!!
i care for everyone arnd me..
esp those closer to me..
:)

3:24 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

a penny for my thoughts..

my body's aching again :(
haha..
but its ok..
i had a wonderful time yest..
played basketball with siddiq, shahrin and fa'in..

how come my bro doesnt have any body aches??
not fair!!
hahaha..i can live with tt..
it'll go away in no time :)

hmm..
nvm i shall keep my thoughts to myself today :)
xoxo

11:53 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

happy happy days ahead~

hello again!!
im super duper happy today!!
hmm slept pretty late last night..
u know sth, i realise tt im beginning to build a stronger bond btwn by younger siblings..
been communicating with them alot..
buying food for them etc..
though i have to spend more money on food for them,
the feeling is gd :)

stayed up till almost 4am last night talking to them..
hahaha..
joke arnd etc..
awesome??
HELL YEAH!!

12:54 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

gotta settle it

okie ive been reading my past posts on my blog and i noticed
tt i used to have lots of angry, nasty posts..
hmm anyway tts besides the point..

right now, ive gt to clean up the mess ive created..
but i dont even wanna face the mess..
:(
ouh come on lena, be a BITCH and face it!
though im not a bitch, i gotta bring out the bitch in me
and settle this..

COOL!

12:29 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, June 13, 2010

basketball with them :)

i played basketball with siddiq, syakir and my younger bro last night..
and now my back aches..
hahaha..but it was awesome!!
i fell several times..it was FUN!!
hahaha..
i feel like an old woman suffering from osteoporosis or sth..
hahaha..

ok idk wat else to say..
but someone just made me feel fucked up..
ok maybe not..
ah fuck it..

6:06 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Saturday, June 12, 2010

~woot woot~

alrighty its finally time for my 2-week break!!
awesome!!
time for some fun though fyp still has to go on..
tt aside, i feel so freaking happy!!

anyway,
gonna play basketball with siddiq later..
awesome??
HELL YEAH!!
but seems like its gonna rain..
hmm..
pls pls pls pls pretty pls dont rain k?

alright im done..
enjoy my fishball cheek smile :)
toodles..

3:06 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

you, yes you!!

hmm..
so far so good with the studying process..
jus hate it when she comes over cos she's being totally inconsiderate..
switching the tv volume so high when im studying..
tsk but watever..
i can always go to the void deck to study like i did last night..

anyway i havent met rin for almost a week,
haven met mir for like FOREVER
same goes for nisa..
once this week is over im FREE!!

so YOU!! yes YOU week 8 of term 1!!
move it and quickly let this phase pass..
cos i wanna be happy!!

2:36 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Sunday, June 6, 2010

finally heard from zam

checked my email and saw my bro online so chatted with him a while..
its been dunno how long since i last heard from him..
anyway he's doing well..he doesnt communicate much with me..
doesnt really matter to me..
tts pretty much it..

okie im gg back to my Food&Beverages :)
tmr is the start of MST..
awesome??
maybe..
hahaha..
alrighty..all the best lena!!

ps: its a great feeling i have in me right now :)

3:46 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Friday, June 4, 2010

awesome day!

today was a pretty gd day although
the two-hour lesson in sch was kinda annoying..
cos there was this fat girl in blue
acting cute up front, dancing and shaking away..
ouh pls..
SUPER DISTRACTING..
and well pretty noisy at where i was seated..

ouh well..
but had a gd day overall..
gd start of the day chatting with nash..
then went home with siddiq, ben and peiyi..
sick conversation about sex with animals and ben made a
"moo moo" moaning sound..
lol..
SICKIES..

wahaha..
ok great day..hope i'll be able to study well tonight :)

5:12 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Thursday, June 3, 2010

lies

ure the king of deceit..
u make me loathe u very much..

2:06 PM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

enigma

i cant believe im still smiling after this whole enigma..
is tt gd or bad??
gd on the outside, bad on the inside i guess..
haha..
ouh well..

8:27 AM
UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD

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	Wednesday, June 30, 2010 what should i do?? alrighty.. third day of sch.. gt back three results so far.. awesome.. so far so good :) anyway yst, someone i wasnt expecting to find me hot actually said i was hot!! wahahaha!! toink toink toink :P bloody funny!! ok enough bout this.. just now my 2-hour lesson only lasted less than an hour -_-" so in the end i went to watch the guys play pool.. then headed back home.. now that im home, i dunno wat to do.. plan to research on my IT but my bro keeps talking to me.. so maybe later.. guess tts it for now.. toodles.. 3:13 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, June 28, 2010 sch's in! first day of sch was alright.. hmm apart from lessons, during my break, im pretty much thinking of the same, usual stuff tt nvr fails to linger in my mind.. but whatever.. anyway, im gonna work with my cousin.. well not exactly confirmed yet though.. at least if i really decide to work i can get myself busy and not think of stuff i dont wish to think about.. hmm..but i know its gonna be tough & tiring juggling work & sch.. esp with final year project at hand.. 8:05 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, June 27, 2010 yst & today..hmm.. alright last night went to play basketball with diq, syakir and my bro again.. got tired faster than usual last night.. WEAK.. anyway, today gg for jemputan.. aww damn i really really dread wearing baju kurung.. my frens who know me well would have realised tt by now.. but do i have a choice??? guess i'll just settle for the one which is the thinnest.. and NO HEELS.. i'll fall for sure ~nyeh nyeh nyeh~ ouh drats!! toink toink toink.. now its raining!! why why why??!! grr!!! pls stop raining.. ok i gotta stop whining.. ps: my pants is pressing against my wound :'( ah quit grumbling lena!! tsktsk 8:59 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, June 25, 2010 chest hurts :'( i cudnt sleep last night.. had a sharp pain in my chest when i breathe.. tried to make myself sleep by just shutting my eyes but it didnt work.. i felt vulnerable.. i just wanted to cry.. but it was stupid cos crying's not gonna make the pain go away.. i text shahrin, then pop the earpiece into my ears and listen to my mp3 with hope of falling asleep.. but it still didnt work.. after several tossing and turning, i realised its alrdy 4plus.. checked my hp.. received a text from shahrin like an hour ago which i didnt realise.. i finally managed to fall asleep probably arnd 5 plus.. and now tt im awake, im not so relieved, cos the pain is still there.. reza told me last night tt jogging might help.. idk if i should.. :'( 12:56 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, June 24, 2010 random thoughts okie i was expecting last night to be the worst night ever.. but it was neither painful nor hurtful.. instead, i was rather calm about it.. at some points i even pitied her when i read her blog.. but a little part of me felt like telling her how stupid she was.. im a girl and i cud really empathize and feel the pain & hurt she went through.. anyway tt aside, im doing pretty well these few days i guess.. apart from a little haywired emotions the past few days, everything else seems pretty fine.. i think alot though..esp at night.. think myself to bed.. hahaha.. anyway tts all for now.. ps: im getting rather tired of this indecisiveness & hesitation..seriously.. 1:15 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ~bored bored bored~ okie im bored tonight.. so i forced my youngest bro to take pics with me.. and he kinda gt irritated by it.. i even forced him to put one of my pic taken with him as his fb profile pic.. but he doesnt want.. cos he said his frens will tease him.. :( sad sad.. anyway..ive gt a slight headache.. but the stubborn lena doesnt wanna sleep yet.. i wanna chat with ppl.. but there seems to be no nice ppl to chat with tonight.. ~nyeh nyeh nyeh~ 11:41 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, June 22, 2010 say **** say FUCK, give the finger and make a face.. i jus did tt to someone.. wahahaha.. 1:59 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD skeletons in your closet up to you.. do as u deem fit.. the skeletons in ur closet are out.. but im just choosing to close one eye.. i think there're more skeletons waiting to come out from the closet.. in due time, when ppl get to know about this, u'll suffer and u'll get hurt.. so please stop keeping all those skeletons in the closet.. clear them out.. i can help u with this.. im here to help cos we've been frens for so long.. all im asking is for u to be honest.. 11:30 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Monday, June 21, 2010 peace at home :) okie today seems like a better day.. cos my bro's off for reservist..that means, HOORAY for me!! wahaha.. im bored..did some sch stuff just now.. then tried researching for my FYP.. GOSH!! tt nearly killed me.. felt like digging my own grave.. anyway.. right now, i have no idea wat to do.. hmm.. okie lets wait for sth cool to happen.. waiting waiting ok this is dumb.. alright bye! 4:16 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, June 20, 2010 haywire (last night) fa'in: how's he?? me: idk..why?? fa'in: nah nothing.. me: ok (this morning) mum: how's he?? havent seen him for quite a while.. me: i dont know.. mum: everything alright?? me: er yeah?? mum: dont worry la.. me: confused no idea wats up with the questions.. anyway.. watever.. im mentally shagged.. sigh..wat sud i do today?? library??im too lazy to go there.. home??all the nemesis are arnd.. i need to unwind.. sud i go jogging later?? gosh!! i think i jus need to scream and find sth i can punch.. :'( 1:41 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, June 18, 2010 the torment darn.. am not very happy tonight.. god knows why.. i feel sick..i feel weak.. and i still have to deal with this torment.. ouh come on god! do u have to kick me when im alrdy down?? sigh.. just as well.. too much happiness isnt tt good either.. just gotta bear with this tormenting episode for now.. 11:28 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD smiles b4 turning in :) i hate it when its a bad hair day.. even when im at home.. anyway..hmm..i feel pretty happy last night.. i smiled myself to bed.. ok tt sounds stupid.. but i really did smile myself to bed.. cos a couple of ppl made me happy b4 i hit the sack.. lol.. now im currently in sch, half freezing in the library.. FYP meeting.. now tt its over, wat sud i do?? hmm.. i dont feel like gg home.. :'( 2:56 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, June 17, 2010 i care.. hahaha.. isnt this cute?? someone drew this for me on msn.. ure welcome ure welcome ure welcome!! i care for everyone arnd me.. esp those closer to me.. :) 3:24 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD a penny for my thoughts.. my body's aching again :( haha.. but its ok.. i had a wonderful time yest.. played basketball with siddiq, shahrin and fa'in.. how come my bro doesnt have any body aches?? not fair!! hahaha..i can live with tt.. it'll go away in no time :) hmm.. nvm i shall keep my thoughts to myself today :) xoxo 11:53 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, June 16, 2010 happy happy days ahead~ hello again!! im super duper happy today!! hmm slept pretty late last night.. u know sth, i realise tt im beginning to build a stronger bond btwn by younger siblings.. been communicating with them alot.. buying food for them etc.. though i have to spend more money on food for them, the feeling is gd :) stayed up till almost 4am last night talking to them.. hahaha.. joke arnd etc.. awesome?? HELL YEAH!! 12:54 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, June 15, 2010 gotta settle it okie ive been reading my past posts on my blog and i noticed tt i used to have lots of angry, nasty posts.. hmm anyway tts besides the point.. right now, ive gt to clean up the mess ive created.. but i dont even wanna face the mess.. :( ouh come on lena, be a BITCH and face it! though im not a bitch, i gotta bring out the bitch in me and settle this.. COOL! 12:29 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, June 13, 2010 basketball with them :) i played basketball with siddiq, syakir and my younger bro last night.. and now my back aches.. hahaha..but it was awesome!! i fell several times..it was FUN!! hahaha.. i feel like an old woman suffering from osteoporosis or sth.. hahaha.. ok idk wat else to say.. but someone just made me feel fucked up.. ok maybe not.. ah fuck it.. 6:06 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Saturday, June 12, 2010 ~woot woot~ alrighty its finally time for my 2-week break!! awesome!! time for some fun though fyp still has to go on.. tt aside, i feel so freaking happy!! anyway, gonna play basketball with siddiq later.. awesome?? HELL YEAH!! but seems like its gonna rain.. hmm.. pls pls pls pls pretty pls dont rain k? alright im done.. enjoy my fishball cheek smile :) toodles.. 3:06 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Wednesday, June 9, 2010 you, yes you!! hmm.. so far so good with the studying process.. jus hate it when she comes over cos she's being totally inconsiderate.. switching the tv volume so high when im studying.. tsk but watever.. i can always go to the void deck to study like i did last night.. anyway i havent met rin for almost a week, haven met mir for like FOREVER same goes for nisa.. once this week is over im FREE!! so YOU!! yes YOU week 8 of term 1!! move it and quickly let this phase pass.. cos i wanna be happy!! 2:36 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Sunday, June 6, 2010 finally heard from zam checked my email and saw my bro online so chatted with him a while.. its been dunno how long since i last heard from him.. anyway he's doing well..he doesnt communicate much with me.. doesnt really matter to me.. tts pretty much it.. okie im gg back to my Food&Beverages :) tmr is the start of MST.. awesome?? maybe.. hahaha.. alrighty..all the best lena!! ps: its a great feeling i have in me right now :) 3:46 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Friday, June 4, 2010 awesome day! today was a pretty gd day although the two-hour lesson in sch was kinda annoying.. cos there was this fat girl in blue acting cute up front, dancing and shaking away.. ouh pls.. SUPER DISTRACTING.. and well pretty noisy at where i was seated.. ouh well.. but had a gd day overall.. gd start of the day chatting with nash.. then went home with siddiq, ben and peiyi.. sick conversation about sex with animals and ben made a "moo moo" moaning sound.. lol.. SICKIES.. wahaha.. ok great day..hope i'll be able to study well tonight :) 5:12 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Thursday, June 3, 2010 lies ure the king of deceit.. u make me loathe u very much.. 2:06 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD Tuesday, June 1, 2010 enigma i cant believe im still smiling after this whole enigma.. is tt gd or bad?? gd on the outside, bad on the inside i guess.. haha.. ouh well.. 8:27 AM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! 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