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Monday, July 20, 2009
IM GOING INSANE


im really gg crazy..
each time i close my eyes,
i hear ur voice whispering into my ears..
its really freaky..
i wanna avoid u but i cant..
i dont want to drive u to suicide,
especially with the unstable emotional state ur in..

im really exhausted..
totally drained of all my energy..
and now ur telling me uve gt some kinda brain tumuor,
the reason for ur unpredictable, unstable state of mind..

i dunno if im supposed to believe u..
im really really lost..
i really cant stand ur overly possessive & overly emotional nature..
it freaks me out..
causing the trauma im facing now..

my heart feels heavy..
i dunno wat i sud do..
i jus dont want to do nothing, knowing tt u might jus
pull the trigger if i were to hurt u..

im really sorry..
its my fault..
im being selfish..but yeah..

i feel so guilty..
im really sorry wira..
dreadfully sorry..
:'(

7:45 PM
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