And Life Moves On...
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
i love ME!!
syamil said i looked cuter!!
*blush blush*
10:09 PM
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Monday, March 29, 2010
$ earned $ spent :)
im finally recharged after the camp..hmm..
i had to buy a new earpiece cos mine's spoilt..
besides that i bought toothbrushes and hair serum..
now im close to being broke..
well not really broke..im seldom broke but i keep telling ppl i am..
hahaha..
gt my pay from ntuc media for the one day event job..
$65 for 4 hours of sitting at tangs..
cool huh..
hahahha..
okie im bored now..
and idk what to do..
hmmm...
10:02 PM
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Sunday, March 28, 2010
back from camp
im back home from camp..
ganna go for another camp the following week after this coming week..
im shagged out!
seriously..
tt makes me pretty cranky..
anyway met some new juniors at camp..
weird and funny..
hahaha..
and yeah there were just too many things to laugh about..
its such a gd feeling to stay away frm home..
hmm..
guess tts it..
10:12 PM
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Friday, March 26, 2010
dont be kind..
nvr help ppl when they are down..
dont help them get up on their feet..
let them go thru it alone..
cos ure only getting urself hurt by helping them..
1:02 PM
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7 reasons why you should be mean..
1. ppl take advantage of you..
2. ppl betray your trust..
3. ppl look you up only when they need help..
4. ppl think of you as the greatest only when they need you but when they dont, you're jus a pathetic idiot to them..
5. ppl try to bring you down..
6. ppl make themselves out to be pathetic so you'll buy their story and feel sorry for them but they are just making a fool out of you...
7. ppl are just fucking mean to you so you should be mean too!!
1:36 AM
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
FIGHT!
im fighting my fears, misery, agony and emotions..all these elements are trying to bring me down..
esp my emotions..
im gonna FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!
im gonna win this game!!
8:38 PM
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010
should i really??
I THINK I SHOULD JUST DIE..
yeah im running away frm my own problems..
and yeah im gonna leave unanswered qns behind but i dont give a shit..
life had fucked the hell out of me..
9:18 PM
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Monday, March 22, 2010
plans for the week??
alrighty!its been a month since my last haircut and i can gladly say tt
it doesnt feel as thin as b4..
hahaha :P
hmm im feeling way way better..
been kinda just shutting my 2nd bro off my life..
anyway borrowed a book yst..
but dont have the desire to read it..
i might as well return it..
hahaha..
so wats up for this week??
hmm..meeting eric tmr..
and ari on wednesday.. (im gonna be there to lend u my ears bro)
and basically tts it for now..
ouh and results will be out on wednesday..
awesome..lets see how i fare this semester :)
4:07 PM
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
SAFMC!!
today last day of safmc!!!
phew..can sleep in tmr!!
i made new frens!!
AWESOME..
ouh been laughing alot with none other than fananananana..
real big joker!!
kept making fun of me and other ppl..
and both of us kept shooting ppl and making fun of the staff behind their backs..
phew..can sleep in tmr!!
i made new frens!!
AWESOME..
ouh been laughing alot with none other than fananananana..
real big joker!!
kept making fun of me and other ppl..
and both of us kept shooting ppl and making fun of the staff behind their backs..
HAHAHA lots of funny moments..
better than last year's safmc!!
:)
11:08 PM
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whatever bro..
tsk come on man..
ive gt a stupid 23 year-old bro who says he's gonna give me hell
just cos of what i wrote on fb abt his so called
"female companion"
ouh get a life!!
here's a message for you bro:
settle ur debt to me first before u give me hell yeah??
tsk..
not being calculative here but realistic..
*roll eyes*
6:49 PM
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Friday, March 19, 2010
stupid 2nd brother
i cant believe my 2nd bro is tt stupid..
and to top it off tt bitch is always there..
come on bro..
ure gonna stop talking to ur family cos of a fucking bitch who's jus making use of you??
she's just using you..
so stop being a fool!!
use ur darn brains, ure 23yrs old for goddamn sake!
anyway ure as good as no longer being in my life..
im not gonna acknowledge a brother who's gonna forget his family for a bitch..
in other words,
ur no brother of mine until you straighten things out..
8:49 PM
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
my dearest 3rd bro..
i nvr knew that parting was gonna be this tough..im not gonna deny it..
tears flowed down my cheeks as i said goodbye to my dearest bro
who's gonna be in thailand for 9 months..
he's the closest bro among my other bros..
probably cos he's only a year older..
lots of memories of him flashed through my mind..
like how we've been thought of as twins when we were in pri sch..
its kinda surprising tt i actually cried just now..
cos ive nvr really confided in him b4..
this may sound like im contradicting myself about being the closest
but not confiding..
the thing is..
the bond is just there..
deep within..even though we dont confide in each other..
i just hope he'll be alright..
and i wish Hari Raya would arrive fast so tt i'll be able to see him again..
6:03 AM
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
stay away???
i cant help it really..
maybe its just me..
but then again it could be you, YES you..
argh darn..
can i like shut everyone off my life??
tts stupid..
ouh well..
sickening..
10:13 PM
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take care my dear brother..
sigh..
my 3rd bro is gg to thailand for 9 months tmr..
and i cant send him off cos ive got work tmr..
saded..
i made him a card though.. and im proud of it :)
my first attempt at making pop-out card!!
take care Ezam :)
8:50 PM
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Monday, March 15, 2010
shit happens..
first day at work for SAFMC..
its pretty tiring cos i have to keep picking up the planes,
running here and there..
and can i say tt kids are so damn irritating, blur and
dont listen???
ANNOYING! (of cos not all)
hmm anyway..
feeling kinda shitty rite now..
i dont know why..
well i know why but im jus not gonna say it..
and perhaps when i wake up tmr,
i'd have forgotten all bout it..
im gonna bottle up..
and when im too bottled up im jus gonna cry it out..
im doing fine!
8:57 PM
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
read, work & hot caucasian!!
yippee!!i managed to finish reading another book by Paige Toon again..
2 books in a week!!
super duper great stories!!
anyway worked again just now..
and i got $90 in cash!!
AWESOME!!
but right now im pretty shagged out..
tmr there's work again..
anyway just now i saw a hot caucasian at the event i worked for!!
OMG..i really felt like gg up to him and hug him!!
hahaha..
he's tall, with defined and sharp features..
and a smile which makes me melt!!
wahaha!!
6:22 PM
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Saturday, March 13, 2010
working day :)
alrighty..
today, as ive mentioned, my job was to sit at Tangs for 4 hours,
waiting for participants to come to give them their qns..
managed to read alot today..
im almost done with my second book this week..
awesome isnt it??
im proud of myself.. :P
hmm ouh ouh and yst,
i received this call from a person offering me a job as a promoter..
i text him back jus now to confirm tt im not gg for it..
and guess wat??
he bloody asked me whether
i would like to meet up with him for supper!!
WTF!!!
and i straightaway ignored him after tt..
GOSH!!
wat kind of staff is he???!!!
firstly, i dont even know him..
secondly, what does he take me for??
why does such a person exists??
eew eew eew..
alright tmr's another day at work..
hope i have fun..
and for goddamn sake, can fucking chohari pls SHUT THE FUCK UP!
and stop making a din, strumming tt damn guitar!!
bummers!!
7:34 PM
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Friday, March 12, 2010
fucking selfish buggers!!
tsk!!
*roll eyes*
11:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Chasing Daisy
yesterday was spent reading this 439-paged book..i love it..
i slept at 4 plus am just so i could finish reading it..
it's AWESOME!!
im heading to the library to borrow another book..
but you know, reading too much gets my head in the clouds..
i mean its just a story afterall..
yet the characters in the book can actually leave a deep impression..
i wont be surprised if i actually fall for any of the characters..
LOL!!
alright tts way over the top..
but yeah..
anyway this book kinda made me learn sth..
if you love someone,
tell him or her straight so tt neither of you gets confused..
and if u ever have a misunderstanding,
clear it fast,
cos during the period u dont talk things out,
anything can happen..he or she might just leave you forever (die)..
1:15 PM
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
malicious bastards
so tough to practice belly dancing when my older siblings are arnd..
-_-"
ouh well..
anyway..am gonna join peiyi to tpy later..
fill in some forms and then im done..
maybe i'll chill somewhere to read or sth..
gosh..
lately my ex colleague has been pestering me..
he's kinda malicious..
so im staying clear off him..
in fact he's not the only malicious one pestering me..
there are 2 others..
and im definitely NOT gonna entertain such characters..
pests!
hmm..
anyway..i feel disgusted..
eew..
no no no no no!!
yuck!
11:18 AM
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
BODY
ive finally found the ans to the qn tts been popping up in my head..
and now i feel ever so relieved..
thank goodness..
hmm..
next up..
weight's not increasing still..
kinda worried..
i admit, i would have been overjoyed if it was in the past..
but now, its jus pretty worrying..
especially cos i realised tt something is different bout my body now..
gonna work on tt..
lastly..
belly dancing is tougher than i thought..
its tiring..
but it feels good and SEXY!!!
AWESOME!!
2:16 PM
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Saturday, March 6, 2010
out out out :)
alright..
hang out with batman today..
hahaha..we caught a movie..
alice in the wonderland..
it was okie..
kinda like the normal standard..
then i fell on the stairs while gg up to our seats..
seriously though it was dark and no one spotted my face,
it was still embarrassing..
lol!!
then jus kinda slack and chatted at coffee bean..
hmm..
now im alrdy home..
ezam told me to taste the vodka he left on the table..
well i took like two sips..
and now, my stomach feels like its burning..
argh..
alcohol SUCKS!
11:19 PM
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Friday, March 5, 2010
get me DRUNK!
everything arnd me seems to be gg haywire..
or maybe its jus me making myself feel so tensed and irritated..
well u know what??
i wanna get drunk!
DRINK DRANK DRUNK!!
i want my head to stop thinking..
come on head..
give me a break..
jus stop thinking..
stop thinking of anything..
2:04 PM
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
hanging conversations
i really detest ppl hanging up on me or
leaving the text conversation hanging..
i mean seriously..
its the most annoying situation to be in!
for goddamn sake!
stop doing this to me!!
i wish i cud jus kill u!
argh!
is it so difficult to have a decent conversation without it being left hanging??
damn it!
damn all of it!
11:54 PM
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
issues..
i swear after my exams are done later in the afternoon,
im so gonna think, think and just think about
this MAJOR issue..
fine its not major..its jus that its been on my mind
for quite a while now..
sometimes, okie not sometimes but MOST of the times,
i wonder whether i am who i actually am..
i mean..this may sound silly but i feel like a puppet..
not tt im being controlled but just tt..idk..maybe i just have no direction??
sigh..
this is pointless..
ah..i better get some sleep..
darn i miss my hair..
11:57 PM
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i just....
dont wish to think about it anymore...
11:11 AM
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
i dont want you!
urgh..
why is it tt each time im expecting a particular person to appear,
somehow someone else comes knocking at my door??
and worst is if tt person is so darn annoying
and keeps pestering u..
blueks!
but on a brighter note,
im left with one last paper!!
at least tts something to look forward to..
^_^
alrighty im done here..
gtg..
8:38 PM
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Monday, March 1, 2010
YES? NO? DUNNO?
is that a YES or a NO??
omg lena make up ur mind..
search ur soul..
find an ans!!
6:46 PM
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