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Sunday, January 2, 2011

tmr school's in but i dont feel like going..

i dunno what to feel anymore..
im numbing myself..
trying not to get affected by it..but you know what??
its easier said than done..

just what wrong have i done??
there arent any interuption when the others were arnd,
but there nvr fail to be at least one when the rest arent arnd..
why??
why do you detest me so much??

cause you think im a liability??
i assure you, im not..
i dont want to and wont be a liability..
just please, spare me the hurt and the feeling that
im after something cause im not..

its so painful..
it hurts more than falling out of love..
maybe its karma but this is far worst than what they experienced..

crying my heart out isnt enough..
jogging my lungs out doesnt numb my pain..
starving myself is suicidal and i dont want that..
but i have no appetite..
sigh..

9:38 PM
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	Sunday, January 2, 2011 tmr school's in but i dont feel like going.. i dunno what to feel anymore.. im numbing myself.. trying not to get affected by it..but you know what?? its easier said than done.. just what wrong have i done?? there arent any interuption when the others were arnd, but there nvr fail to be at least one when the rest arent arnd.. why?? why do you detest me so much?? cause you think im a liability?? i assure you, im not.. i dont want to and wont be a liability.. just please, spare me the hurt and the feeling that im after something cause im not.. its so painful.. it hurts more than falling out of love.. maybe its karma but this is far worst than what they experienced.. crying my heart out isnt enough.. jogging my lungs out doesnt numb my pain.. starving myself is suicidal and i dont want that.. but i have no appetite.. sigh.. 9:38 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! NEXY?? ♥ DEPM02 DEPM 02 GhOsT(PeiYi) JaZrEeL JiEtInG RaeYi TiNgLeOnG ViViEn YuHua ♥ SP MATES ABE CLUB FaR HaZiQaH/aRi HeLmI iFFa NaD NaS NaShRuL NeSaAr nOrLiN ShErMaNn Zara ♥ EX-SKSS aIdEeL AMIRAWR Elly Tan FiRhAn HaFiZ JoLyN SnG KhAiRuL Zonkers Lair ♥ OTHER PALS HaFiZ SuKoR JaCk LiNa MaMaT RoNg RuDy SaLiZa sYaMiLaH MeMoRiEs May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 November 2011 April 2012 LaLaLaLa Music Playlist at MixPod.com CrEdItS Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B