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Wednesday, January 5, 2011

what a day..

i was no longer frustrated with fyp cos its alrdy submitted..
ive had enough of feeling down and frustrated since i left school..
i had my late dinner just to make myself feel better
though i didnt have an appetite..

i wanted to drop by cause you planned to meet me initially..
didnt get to meet cause i was held up in sch for fyp..
tts why i wanted to drop by..
but you didnt want me to..

i wanted to do sth for you..
be the one to meet instead of it always being you..
yet you dont even allow tt..
you even had to write it on fb about what happened..
yeah it makes you feel good doesnt it??

sure..it doesnt matter that i saw it and felt even more hurt than i alrdy was..
it doesnt matter that all i wanted and could think about after a stressful day
in school was to meet you cos i missed you..
all tt doesnt matter..
i dont matter at all..

i know im a difficult person..
i know im not like all the other girls..
and i know she doesnt like me..
i know..
i realise..

if you hate the way i am,
im telling you, i hate myself more than anybody else..

9:18 PM
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	Wednesday, January 5, 2011 what a day.. i was no longer frustrated with fyp cos its alrdy submitted.. ive had enough of feeling down and frustrated since i left school.. i had my late dinner just to make myself feel better though i didnt have an appetite.. i wanted to drop by cause you planned to meet me initially.. didnt get to meet cause i was held up in sch for fyp.. tts why i wanted to drop by.. but you didnt want me to.. i wanted to do sth for you.. be the one to meet instead of it always being you.. yet you dont even allow tt.. you even had to write it on fb about what happened.. yeah it makes you feel good doesnt it?? sure..it doesnt matter that i saw it and felt even more hurt than i alrdy was.. it doesnt matter that all i wanted and could think about after a stressful day in school was to meet you cos i missed you.. all tt doesnt matter.. i dont matter at all.. i know im a difficult person.. i know im not like all the other girls.. and i know she doesnt like me.. i know.. i realise.. if you hate the way i am, im telling you, i hate myself more than anybody else.. 9:18 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! NEXY?? ♥ DEPM02 DEPM 02 GhOsT(PeiYi) JaZrEeL JiEtInG RaeYi TiNgLeOnG ViViEn YuHua ♥ SP MATES ABE CLUB FaR HaZiQaH/aRi HeLmI iFFa NaD NaS NaShRuL NeSaAr nOrLiN ShErMaNn Zara ♥ EX-SKSS aIdEeL AMIRAWR Elly Tan FiRhAn HaFiZ JoLyN SnG KhAiRuL Zonkers Lair ♥ OTHER PALS HaFiZ SuKoR JaCk LiNa MaMaT RoNg RuDy SaLiZa sYaMiLaH MeMoRiEs May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 November 2011 April 2012 LaLaLaLa Music Playlist at MixPod.com CrEdItS Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B