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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

just let it go again..

yeah yeah..
it doesnt matter even if i starve to death..
my stomach hurts like fuck, its just a norm to you..
when i had problems with my body,
its just a norm too..
nothing about me really concerns any of you here anyway..
not my health, not my life, not my existence..

to you, if i dont eat, i wont die..
but if the rest dont eat, they will die..
so you must show them more concern..
usually if there's only chicken, im expected to settle my own meal..
but if you cook dishes which the rest dont eat,
you help them whip up sth else..
i dont need any attention??

sigh..
ok..i just have to care for myself rite??
sometimes i think my bf and friends care more than my own family..
so what does this mean??
if ever ive got cancer or is dying, i dont need to tell any of you??
none of you care anyway..

its nothing but saddening you know..
and especially when any of them sick, you said "pitiful,etc"
but when im sick and said i wanna go see the doc,
you would just say "oh"
:(

ok whatever..
im not angry of upset..
im just disappointed..
ok bye..

7:12 PM
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	Wednesday, February 2, 2011 just let it go again.. yeah yeah.. it doesnt matter even if i starve to death.. my stomach hurts like fuck, its just a norm to you.. when i had problems with my body, its just a norm too.. nothing about me really concerns any of you here anyway.. not my health, not my life, not my existence.. to you, if i dont eat, i wont die.. but if the rest dont eat, they will die.. so you must show them more concern.. usually if there's only chicken, im expected to settle my own meal.. but if you cook dishes which the rest dont eat, you help them whip up sth else.. i dont need any attention?? sigh.. ok..i just have to care for myself rite?? sometimes i think my bf and friends care more than my own family.. so what does this mean?? if ever ive got cancer or is dying, i dont need to tell any of you?? none of you care anyway.. its nothing but saddening you know.. and especially when any of them sick, you said "pitiful,etc" but when im sick and said i wanna go see the doc, you would just say "oh" :( ok whatever.. im not angry of upset.. im just disappointed.. ok bye.. 7:12 PM UnDeRsToOdEdOoDeD	HER LeNa 15 July 1991 HAS OBESOPHOBIA loves Gummies LiNkS ♥ FAMILY ZaM ♥ WEIRDO!! NEXY?? ♥ DEPM02 DEPM 02 GhOsT(PeiYi) JaZrEeL JiEtInG RaeYi TiNgLeOnG ViViEn YuHua ♥ SP MATES ABE CLUB FaR HaZiQaH/aRi HeLmI iFFa NaD NaS NaShRuL NeSaAr nOrLiN ShErMaNn Zara ♥ EX-SKSS aIdEeL AMIRAWR Elly Tan FiRhAn HaFiZ JoLyN SnG KhAiRuL Zonkers Lair ♥ OTHER PALS HaFiZ SuKoR JaCk LiNa MaMaT RoNg RuDy SaLiZa sYaMiLaH MeMoRiEs May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 November 2011 April 2012 LaLaLaLa Music Playlist at MixPod.com CrEdItS Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B